Glad to hear you're asking questions. I am currently an active JW with serious doubts about the organization. Just remember that the Bible should be the final authority in what we believe. I still use the NWT & i enjoy its rendering of some scriptures, but i personally feel limited in using only it. Don't forget that the Society often quotes from other Bibles. I really like the study version of the New International Version. It uses Yahweh in the footnotes & makes it obvious where the original text had this name. You may be surprised to know that no original manuscripts of the Christian Greek Scriptures/New Testament have Jehovah's name. You can verify that in the Society's own Divine Name brochure. I'd also recommend getting a Kingdom Interlinear Version, also published by the Society. Might be hard to get a hold of, but there are usually some floating around on eBay. Very interesting to see where the original text is reworded in some key scriptures. Sorry about going off-topic. Getting back to the subject of holidays, here are some questions to consider: Does Thanksgiving have pagan origins? Why do some translations mention Job's sons celebrating birthdays? Dogs are mentioned negatively in the scriptures, does this mean we can't have them? How do we decide whether something still has pagan ties? Don't the names of most days of the week come from pagan gods? I agree with what we teach about most of the holidays, but if you take that line of reasoning further, you can exclude lots of things we do today. How do we decide how far is too far?
Hope i've made some sense to you. Feel free to PM me if you want to talk further. I'm no expert by any stretch, but i have been raised as a Witness & have studied what they teach quite a bit. Just continue researching, & try to accept truth wherever you find it. Don't just accept something someone claims is truth, prove it to yourself thru study of the scriptures & prayer. Acts 17:11, NIV "Now the Bereans were of more noble character than the Thessalonians, for they received the message with great eagerness and examined the Scriptures every day to see if what Paul said was true." May you find truth.
Christian love,
lost_sheep