LadyCCC,
When a person is left marooned or in a survival situation they say that it is important to keep your mind busy so that you don't give up hope. You must keep busy now that you have been desserted by all who say they love you. Do
that by researching the religion you hold so dear. I am fading because of what I have found by diggin' on the internet. There are some good websites that will keep you busy for a long time. Just because you committed some
"immoral act" which I believe sex is not, its just an act, you are not unloved by God now! Hang in there and prepare to feel free now that you are starting to leave.
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