Please take your son and go on a trip somewhere. Tell him you are proud of him and will always have his back, no matter what, and that he can always come to you and tell you anything. Make some memories that he will always have. It may be that as he gets a bit older, he'll start to feel differently about the meetings and the "loving" brothers, especially if they bad-mouth you-he will take up for you, and it may cause him to think.
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My Son and I have about 5 Months Left
by bavman inhello, i haven't been on here in awhile and it looks like a whole new crowd.
i disassociated myself about 8 years ago.
went through a divorce and shunning from most my family.
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Newbies: Any Feedback on the "New Light" Regarding GB?
by daringhart13 inthe newbies are pooring in....... curious.......can any of you new folks confirm the sentiment of the publishers regarding the new light that the governing body is the faithful and discreet slave?
has anyone even noticed??
what's the word on the street?.
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yet another newbie..
by ragnarok75 ini've been lurking here for some time and now that i've registered here's a little bit about myself... i'm in northern europe (so english is not my own language,but i have indeed studied it for more than 18 months) and i was born into this hateful cult in the "momentuous" year of -75.good that my parents stayed alive till then!.
as far back as i can remember i had doubts both about the doctrines and the whole existence of god.however,i instinctively knew that these doubts are not to be mentioned.so i learned to be a fake at an early age.though having read many other stories here i realise how easy i got it.i now understand that we lived in a rather liberal area and also my family was quite liberal eventhough my dad was an elder since mid -80 and mom was really "strong in the truth".i never brought up the religion at school or with friends and was never bullied or anything.it helped that i was good at sports,especially football (soccer for americans) and football is also the source of my biggest hurt in childhood.i know it may sound very trivial,but the fact that i wasn't allowed to join a football team felt just so unjust and painfull and it lasted all through my childhood.whenever we had a new gym teacher,the first thing he asked me was which team do i play for.i was too embarrased to tell the truth and i just gave the impression that i only wanted to play for fun and not join any team.oh,how badly i wanted to!.
somehow i managed to silence all those doubts and got babtised as a young man.very soon after the babtism i knew that it didn't have the hoped for effect of making me more spiritual and meetings and field service still felt an absolute bore.now began the long years of just "going through the motions".all my family (parents,many brothers and sisters,uncles and aunts,nieces and nephews) and most of my friends were in.i never reached out and attended only one or two meetings a week and penned my hours.i kind of liked my congregation (also,the seats at our kh were really comfy,so i often slept through the meetings) and made some very good friends.friends that - as you all can guess- didn't turn out to be so good in the end,but with whom i nonetheless had some good times and felt a strong connection to.. for a long time nothing happened that would've disrupted my rather non-eventfull life as a lacklustre jdub with at least another foot in the "world".i'd done many things that would've gotten me d'fed,but i never had any intentions of going to the elders about it and i had no pangs of conscience about it either.it was just a matter of convenience..i liked my witness friends,wanted to hold on to them and not to lose my family.. however..there was this girl... a (worldly,of course) girl that i had absolutely fell for and had a brief romance with many years ago.now she was back in my life.i must omit the proceeding turns of events for the sake of anonymity,but the end result is that i'm a proud father of a lovely baby girl.well,not so much baby anymore as she starts school soon.i love her so much and it gives me great satisfaction that she is growing free from any influence of vicious cults or of any gods for that matter.we live now in different countries but i see her often and there's always skype.. her birth also acted as a catalyst for the change in relationship between me and the society.i decided that i wanted to share the joy of her birth and existence with my family,eventhough i also knew that that would mean i'd have to go the elders too.if i didn't,they would,and that would result in automatic disfellowshippping.. a jc was duly formed and i had decided that i'm not going to go there and tell them that i regret her,as having her is the best thing that's ever happeded to me.
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And yet another new member.
by AMO inhi guys & girls.. though you can sit back down in your seats now, sorry but not a jw, never have been & never will be, am a totally happy with athiest life, lol.. started lurking here about a year ago, started dating a jw woman didn't i, i here the face palms, lol.
lucky for me i found this site while trying to find out more about the jw's very early on & knew exactly how this was prob going to end.
but i thought what the hell lets see where it goes.
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My Fathers Memorial Service
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Quandry
My brother and I put together a CD with pictures of my mother from a baby on up along with big band music playing as the background. This was shown at the viewing and everyone remarked about how interesting and lovely it was. Of course, my mother was not a JW and none of the people at the viewing were, but it was not overdone -instead a real tribute to her as a person. I am so sorry that you could not do something similar for your father. B@$t@%d JWs......
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My Mother Passed
by Roberta804 inthank you for all of your support durning the two difficult weeks my mother was on her death bed.
last night at 10:30pm she breath her last with my sister and i by her side.
this is a real end of an era for me as i have known little these past 8 years other than taking care of my parents.
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I am new here and need help...or just a listening ear
by Fallingaway inmy husband and i have two small children, one of which recently became an unbaptised publisher and joined the school.
my husband is an elder and firmly committed to our family and loves me deeply as i love him.
i would like to find a way for all of us to fade away as we have family in the organization that we do not want to lose.
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Quandry
Just wanted to add my welcome to the forum.
Please be patient...as the saying goes, "Rome wasn't built in a day." You have time to research things and decide what to do. Yes, the guilty feeling at reading "forbidden" books such as CoC is unsettling, but with time will lessen. I have been "out" several years now, got my college degree, and am feeling so free after spending years feeling depressed because of the thirty years I spent going to meetings, out in service, and reading and studying teachings that changed after trying to make myself understand the doctrines which were like gobbledy gook in the first place.
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GRRRRRRRR! update for ya'll on my daughter.
by Aussie Oz inso much has happened the last few days in my world.
i am handling it all very well don't worry!.
my daughter left her mothers home, so very hard to do and she has been so very brave and strong.
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Quandry
I am so sorry your family is going through this time. How confusing for your daughter! This man is not her father...he is not feeling any love for her, only his authority as "head of the house" and feels that if she ignores his rules he will punish her by not allowing her to have her personal things.
I do have to agree with those who state that the police need to be involved in getting her stuff. If she sneaks over to the house she could be accused of breaking and entering a dwelling. If anything turned up missing, they could accuse her.
You said;
I have refrained from saying anything negative about the mother all those years, but when kids get older, they come asking questions that need truthful answers...
Please tread carefully. No matter how old, a daughter loves her mother and can be hurt at any age. Sometimes my parents used me as a sounding board to say bad things about each other-I was an adult, but it hurt, and I wanted them to stop. Please don't ever make her deal with that.
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Jehovah's Christian Witnesses
by LoisLane looking for Superman inhow much do you want to bet, that in the next year or two, the governing body will get "new light" and change their name to jehovah's christian witnesses"?.
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to date JWism has defined my life and i hate that TRUTH
by oompa inand i am finding the adjustment to the real world far more difficult than i ever imagined...i f...it has been about five years since i totally woke up to the fraudulant nwt and then all my other doubts i had carried for years were proved true as well.
but almost all of my few friends are exjw or slack jw's and i feel so isolated...my sons friends are mostly exjw too but not their gf's and they have way more normal friends .
how have you done at replacing lifelong friends and family?
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Quandry
Oompa, it is hard to make new friends.
I find I can't get close to people. I feel they wouldn't understand, and I feel that the WT stuff is baggage I carry around and that I shouldn't burden others with it. So I usually feel bad for people that seem to want to be friends...not feeling that I have much to offer.
For my husband it is even harder...he recently retired, and has no avenue to meet new people.