Before I began let me thank everyone for their post about this topic.
Flower,
I could have written your post word for word. I feel exactly the same way sometimes. Just this past weekend I was telling my wife all about the doubts I was having and I was just asking her a few questions about the Truth. Now this was on Saturday night. Sunday at the meeting the talk was about faith and not doubting Jehovahs org. Putting faith in the Faithful and Discreet Slave and on and on. You know the deal.
Then after the meeting I go to a gathering with about 50 dubs. I know them all and have known them for more than 20 years. Everyone is so happy to see me and we talk and we laugh. Then I began to reason that its not that bad, I could do this for the rest of my life. I can compromise for myself and my family.
Then today I sign on here and BOOM. I see your post and read the responses and once again I feel good about myself and the course I'm taking.
So thank you Flower and everyone that responed. You've helped me greatly.
I LOVE THIS PLACE!!!!!
DIAMOND