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  Fantasizing about sex during the meetings/assemblies.

  by alienagent in

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  perhaps this is a topic that has been mentioned in older threads, but i would love to hear some thoughts on the matter.. i remember as a youth sitting through the loooong assembly progams bored out of my skull as the monotone speaker was saying something about the angels having a lust for women, or something like that.

  it was not uncommon for me to drift off into a nice sexual fantasy, usually a more romantic one that would start with gentle foreplay and end in satin sheets in a candlelit bedroom ... nice.

  this seemed to be a habit for many years, particularly before i got married and only got worse after divorce (sometimes i think i'm having a second adolesence).

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  alienagent

  Perhaps this is a topic that has been mentioned in older threads, but i would love to hear some thoughts on the matter.

  I remember as a youth sitting through the loooong assembly progams bored out of my skull as the monotone speaker was saying something about the angels having a lust for women, or something like that. It was not uncommon for me to drift off into a nice sexual fantasy, usually a more romantic one that would start with gentle foreplay and end in satin sheets in a candlelit bedroom ... nice. This seemed to be a habit for many years, particularly before I got married and only got worse after divorce (sometimes I think I'm having a second adolesence). Of course, I do not go to the Hall now, but I remember those moments when my mind would just wander so much that everyone was already five paragraphs ahead of me during the WT study. I think I may have unconciously had a grin on my face as I was taking the lovely Sister Hasaniceass sitting two rows up to the bedroom.

  I know I am not the only one who drifted into these little sinful fantasy worlds during the meetings or assemblies.

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  any one want to talk

  by ttforb in

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  i was a jw and i d/a myself.. i have sinced married and had two wonderful kids, my parents are still jws, and hardly ever see my kids.

  i do not regret d/a myself,my parents are the ones missing out on their grandkids,.

  i was accused of doing something and the brothers acted like they did not believe me, i told them that the only ones who mattered,was me the other person and god.

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  Hello and welcome. I am new here myself and have enjoyed reading the posts and receiving the wonderful support. For me, my JW marriage crumbled (as many of them do) and along with it so much slander from her elder father in the congregation. I am not DF/DA'd, but it is early yet and only a matter of time. I was raised in the "the truth" and as a youth tried to obey all the WT rules - comb my hair just right, modest dress, keep it in my pants before marriage, field service, drag myself to every boring meeting etc. All along, my heart just wasn't in it. I cound see the mindless drones sitting there being spoon fed the propoganda. In a nut-shell, in my experience I have discovered that "the truth" is no more than conditional love, a depressing and gloomy view of the world (i.e. all non-JW's are walking corpses, the dark cloud of armageddon hanging over my head) and a ticket to paradise with a string attatched.

  Sorry to hear about your situation. As said, it is not uncommon, but there are real people out there in the "evil non-JW world" who would like to be your friends and be of support. Not a people who are going to offer you friendship based on the rigid conditions of the WT fantasyland.

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  More fake watchtower covers/parodies - please send more if you have them!

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  Good ones KennyC, thanks for that!
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  More fake watchtower covers/parodies - please send more if you have them!

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  Not sure if my first reply posted the image! Sorry!
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  More fake watchtower covers/parodies - please send more if you have them!

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  More fake watchtower covers/parodies - please send more if you have them!

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  LOL! Those are great! Hey, thanks stevenyc, I will give it a try.
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  More fake watchtower covers/parodies - please send more if you have them!

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  Did you,or anyone in your Hall come to Meeting Drunk?Anything funny happen?

  by mama1119 in

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  we used to have this guy that came to bookstudy drunk and he would mumble all through it, and fall asleep and wake up yelling an answer.

  i never went to meeting drunk, but i certainly drank a few to get me through sometimes, took the edge off the continual damnation spewing from the stage.

  another "sister" used put kahlua in her coffee cup in service.

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  Well, I never came to the Hall intoxicated on alcohol, however, I took a nice dose of pain killers before going a few times. I sat there during the public talk/WT drifting into pleasant, euphoric dreams. While the conductor rattled on about "dress and grooming" (WT buzz phrase) I was walking through a beautiful garden and having tea with a beautiful Russian blond. lol ... yeah, those were the days.

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  Do you rather an automatic or manual transmission?

  by JH in

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  my first cars were all "manual" and they were small cars, cheap on gas.. then later on in life, i spoiled myself and bought automatic cars.. last week, i tried a manual yaris, and wasn't that comfortable with the manual transmission.

  maybe it's the fact that i didn't drive a manual car in 6 years.. just wondering if anyone here after driving automatic transmission cars since many years, if you would come back to manual..

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  My first car was a manual. Hated it at first but once I mastered it I learned to love it. However, now that I do a lot of city driving I do prefer an automatic. Yes, I too am a coffee sipper, not to mention a cell phone chatter (yeah, dangerous I know) so I may forever own an automatic. I love my '98 Nissan Sentra. She has been faithful up to 120k miles so far. I hope the pic came over over ok. I was dating a Russian exchange student and she returned to her country she sent me her expired license plate. I placed it on my front bumper. **sigh** I miss her.

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  Powerful Lyrics - What are you listening to at the moment [Fluff]

  by diamondblue1974 in

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  it's only when i lose myself in someone else.

  it's only when i lose myself in someone else.

  it's only when i lose myself in someone else.

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  Great band DiamondBlue. Always been a Depeche Mode fan (among other bands from your country as well). That song had a few different versions. My favorite is the "Josh Abraham Mix". Great lyrics - thanks for sharing.

  Currently I am in the office listening to my ipod. I just got back from dinner with my girlfriend and found this DM song appropriate for my mood.

  Shine - Depeche Mode

  Put on your blindfold
  And a dress that's tight
  And come with me
  On a mystery night
  Open your eyes
  
  Follow our stars under a painted sky
  We'll leave the world behind
  We're learning to fly
  We used to get by
  
  Forget the pictures on your TV screen
  We'll steal the visions
  That you keep for your dreams
  You can turn me on
  
  I was blind and I saw the light
  My angel coming
  In a brilliant white
  Shine for me
  
  You've been hanging from a rope of mediocrity
  Strung up by your insecurities
  You can shine for me
  Somebody has to
  Shine for me
  It's difficult not to
  Shine for me
  
  Follow our stars under a painted sky
  We'll leave the world behind
  We're learning to fly
  We used to get by
  
  Forget the pictures on your TV screen
  We'll steal the visions
  That you keep for your dreams
  You can turn me on
  
  You've been hanging from a rope of mediocrity
  Strung up by your insecurities
  You can shine for me
  Somebody has to
  Shine for me
  It's difficult not to
  Shine for me
  Somebody has to
  Shine for me
  It's difficult not to
  Shine for me

  alienagent