Zil~
As you can see by now, you are welcome here......
I'm pretty new also to this site....I lurked for a while, but just couldn't stay quiet about what i'd been through, i'm sure you feel the same....gotta share, gotta help other people see the lies.
You are probably feeling the same things most of us did when we first posted.....and i'm sure you've also quickly realized you have finally found some people who are REAL, who understand what it's like. There are LOTS of us here who feel the same.... and also LOTS who have uniquely different stories to tell. Enjoy it all. This is a difining moment in your (soon to be much more) wonderful life.
Real care & love is RIGHT HERE...... and you are now part of it all! GYMBB