Hi SpunkedTeen. We sure understand your situation. I would offer to you not to make any quick decisions. In the mean time, find a hobbie, or career, something that interests you. Slowly start spending time pursuing it. It will feed your soul and help you figure out what you want to do with your life so you can plan it. Along the way you may find some friends. Nothing happens overnight. But life is long, and there is a lot you can do right now while in your situation.
When you find something you love, it will give you strength down the road to make the decisions you have to make for what is best for you and your life.
I wish you strength for the journey. It will all be worth it. I promise.