I am just a deist,
I hold my standard of proof in a diety as a self proclaimed agnostic. Imagine how I would be as a strict atheist !
Like I said before my standard for divine proof is not that high and for some like deist's their standard is just being alive like bacteria that inhabit the sewer. Yep when you think about sewer sucking as life's passion you have time to reflect. Just like your initial observation. Huh?