MadJW, you are here for you, not for your brothers. As for that matter, your type is a very big problem within JW's. (i.e. you defend what is defective and try to demonize those that dare speak up.
You chase JW's away. If you have fun here, then you are truly here for you. You don't upset me. Esp because, I don't have to be in your congregation. I bet you are a JOY to be around.