I've narrowed the problem to the software firewall. I finally took the risk of leaving it open for a bit, though I'm still protected by the router. I'll see if anything comes down now.
IsaacJ
here's a link to the bittorrent file:.
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=5ysohsvy.
file is 311mb in size and .rar format, extract the files using a program like winrar then either burn the contents to cd or install it directly to your hard drive.. uploading file itself to megaupload, will post link when availible.
I've narrowed the problem to the software firewall. I finally took the risk of leaving it open for a bit, though I'm still protected by the router. I'll see if anything comes down now.
IsaacJ
here's a link to the bittorrent file:.
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=5ysohsvy.
file is 311mb in size and .rar format, extract the files using a program like winrar then either burn the contents to cd or install it directly to your hard drive.. uploading file itself to megaupload, will post link when availible.
Still nothin' on my end. Maybe the new firewall is causing my grief...
Otherwise, guess I'd better keep looking for another way to download the CD.
IsaacJ
here's a link to the bittorrent file:.
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=5ysohsvy.
file is 311mb in size and .rar format, extract the files using a program like winrar then either burn the contents to cd or install it directly to your hard drive.. uploading file itself to megaupload, will post link when availible.
Just wondering if anyone was still seeding this torrent? I haven't been able to get anything yet. If they are, maybe my settings need work. It's been a while since I used a torrent file.
As an alternative, does anyone know if this has found it's way to usenet yet?
Thanks for any help.
IsaacJ
for me, it was not being able to prove that people were going to be resurrected to earth... i'm still not sure of the answer, but for some reason that just started this huge, fast snowball of different things that i couldn't prove... .
this lightbulb just went off in my head... .
For me, it was the arrogance. The way the Elders would petulantly demand their double honor even when they were supposed to be giving talks about how Elders should treat the flock. When the magazines even started sounding like that to me, I plummeted down the dark side. And I'm glad I did.
IsaacJ
you know when you are in a deep sleep and something happens that may put you on a different level of sleeping, not as deep.
anyway, then i thought, 90 minutes for lunch?
so, there is a group waiting to cross the street.
First, I'll copy a comment I made elsewhere:
Like a lot of Witnesses in my congregation, I blamed the local tyrants for the arrogance and the attitude. Then I started hearing it from podium, and began to wonder if they were adding this stuff or if it was coming from the Society. Soon, I started seeing it in the freakin' Watchtower magazines! That's when the balance began to tip the other way for me.
Quote over.
From there, my zeal began to weaken. I realized that I was looking for more adversity to strive against in the hope that I would feel as good for having struggled as I used to. Yet I never got that "Jehovah must be so proud of me" feeling back. Then I started wondering why I felt so miserable all the time instead of feeling happy as I did before I started going to meetings. Took me a while to accept the fact that I didn't really believe in the WTS any more, but I knew the Society was part of the problem. Finally, I admitted that the organization and it's people were pure poison for me. I had to get outta there or I would crack.
At the time, I thought Jehovah would fix things (or at least clear out the arrogance and the crap) and then I would return. But that never happened.
IsaacJ
Like a lot of Witnesses in my congregation, I blamed the local tyrants for the arrogance and the attitude. Then I started hearing it from podium, and began to wonder if they were adding this stuff or if it was coming from the Society. Soon, I started seeing it in the freakin' Watchtower magazines! That's when the balance began to tip the other way for me.
IsaacJ
http://apostatewitness.blogspot.com/.
it's mostly a place for random cult related thoughts and links to breaking news.
so far most of my traffic has come from scientology related google searches.
I'll check out both web sites. If I like them, I'll link to them from mine at www.atheistgeeknews.com.
Note that my site is for geeks, atheists, and ex-Witnesses. Some people get scared about the atheist part for some reason.
IsaacJ
my sis sent me a link to overstock.com listing c of c on sale for $10!
i have searched before and never saw it that cheap, so i finally bought it.
$13 and some change with shipping.
Amazon.com has it for about the same price.
IsaacJ
a different congregationthrough all my years as a witness, the times past were not always good.. too many mistakes were being made, brothers not doing what they should.as i look back now, there are times, i can recall,when i didn't look forward to going to the kingdom hall.
the brothers showed no love.
they didn't seem to care.the elders were unyielding, demanding and unfair.meetings were dull and boring.
Heh heh, thanks for the gag warning. Blaaaaaaaaaah!
It's hard to get this stuff out of my keyboard, ya know.
IsaacJ
there's a website listing most if not all of the jw/russellite offshoots; there's quite a few of them., anyone have the link?.
thanks!.
chappy;.
I don't think this is what you wanted, but it might tide you over until someone gives you a better answer. http://www.theholdemans.com/Compare.htm
It compares the "one true churches" which are mostly in the same vein as the Society. Some of the ones you are looking for might be mentioned there.
Hope this is of some help to you.
IsaacJ