Hey, Mincan, I appreciated reading your helpful post. Sounds like you have been through a very drawn-out experience, but been able to work out the various factors, environmental and personal, that have contributed to your problems. Yes, it is helpful to recognise that many factors underlie how we "end up" in life, and it is seldom "just" being exposed to an healthy belief system in and of itself. I also agree that your intellectual capacity is enabling you to clearly identify the different factors that have contributed to your problems. All the best in your journey...
Hey, thanks Steve. Anyway, I find it fascinating that you were a JW and become a clinical psychiatrist! That's something I could see myself doing.