Nickolas, methinks YOU dost protest too much. I know exactly what sabastious is describing. Reread this entire thread, post by post. Look at yourself and how you talk about and to those that support what we KNOW sabastious experienced. My intent is to help sabastious realize that there are others here who will NOT condemn, criticize, doubt, argue, or insult his intelligence or his health (physical, emotional, psychological, or spiritual) because of his experience.
Look at what you just posted about me. Out of one side of your mouth, you are hateful and ignorant, and out of the other side you are apologetic and civil. If I drip emotion, as you put it, yes, there are some things I feel strongly about and don't mind voicing them. You call that negative? I don't see it, but enlighten me if you wish.
You obviously haven't been around very long. If you knew me (I've been posting four years), you would know I have been criticized for being too happy and optimistic about Life. You are quick to criticize ...especially those things you know absolutely NOTHING about. But, carry on. Peace.