Hi all,
Yes I became very ill indeed. I was hitting the gym 3-4 times a week and running a successful business while regular pioneering.
However, a series of events lead me to consider both sides of the argument and take a peak at what apostates were saying. I read CoC and went to my elders for answers to the issues raised by the book and apostates.
They gave me NO answers aand instead swore me to silence with the threat of a JC. I have too many family and friends to lose so I agreed.
I also had a complete nervous breakdown, attempted suicide and become very ill.
My whole world, my belief system and all that I had been raised to believe was a lie.
I would never wish to be responsible for taking anyone's hope away, no matter how deluded that hope was.