Thank u so much. i really can see what everyone is saying in regards to help. it really feels as though i have stumbled across a goldmine. i will continue to read and learn. also as soon as i can i will try to get into school again. thank u so much i started crying when i read how much everyone cares. i'm not alone and thats great
Tryin2FindAnewMe
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I cant continue to live like this i really need help
by Tryin2FindAnewMe inok im trying desperatley just to be done with everything.
i'm so depressed because it feels as though i'm living my life wrong.
why cant i get from under the dark cloud, that keeps me down.
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I cant continue to live like this i really need help
by Tryin2FindAnewMe inok im trying desperatley just to be done with everything.
i'm so depressed because it feels as though i'm living my life wrong.
why cant i get from under the dark cloud, that keeps me down.
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Tryin2FindAnewMe
thank u so much. ill try2 find a group that meets in my area and keep reading it feels really comforting to see how many there are and how helpful. i never thought id find anything like this its helping me already by just giving me hope
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Broken Heart
by jillbedford inmy almost 17 year old daughter left to stay with her dad last thursday.
this is the second time she has left due to my strict rules, like 10p school day curfue, get to school on time, keep your grades above a c. she has not kept to my rules, so as a consequence i told her this last wednesday night she has lost driving priviledges of the car i gave her on her 16th birthday.
she said she was leaving to live with her dad.
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Tryin2FindAnewMe
when i read this i cried. is this how my mother felt/feels about me? i left home after my mother and i not getting along be it rules, or her not accepting my homosexual lifestyle. have u tried talking to her? it might seem as though it does nothing but believe me it does. Whats stronger than words is a card. i still have the card my mother gave me while we were going through our war. It said no matter what she still loved me. That means so much to me down to this day. Dont worry you're not the only hurting she is believe me but she'll come around. just be there when she does
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I cant continue to live like this i really need help
by Tryin2FindAnewMe inok im trying desperatley just to be done with everything.
i'm so depressed because it feels as though i'm living my life wrong.
why cant i get from under the dark cloud, that keeps me down.
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Tryin2FindAnewMe
ok *breathe* thanks. thank u so much i've been reading other posts and its really amazing im sure ill learn alot and hopefully get better thanks so much
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I cant continue to live like this i really need help
by Tryin2FindAnewMe inok im trying desperatley just to be done with everything.
i'm so depressed because it feels as though i'm living my life wrong.
why cant i get from under the dark cloud, that keeps me down.
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Tryin2FindAnewMe
ok im trying desperatley just to be done with everything. I'm so depressed because it feels as though i'm living my life wrong. Why cant i get from under the dark cloud, that keeps me down. I just want to forget that part of my life and move on. Why is it so hard? I cant carry on life normally. i just to be done with it. i had a full scholarship to UCLA but because i was pushed i the direction of advancing in the kingdom work i turned it down and cant stop kicking myself for that. so now im trying to get into school and its so hard. not to mention the hurt pain and strain my leaving jehovah has put on my mother i dont know what to do. I've been on my own for almost 2 years now and it just gets worse. I just need someone to understand me. none of my friends do and its just really lonely. Can anyone please help me?