Ya know = I am in awe at those whoe seem to do such things as a way of life as ifit's wht life is all about = poularity showdown!.
Weirdly it's incredible how if you act like you see this and hint suchlike to anyone they see you as jealous or attempting the same or whateva.
Reality is very puzzling!
My take is some truly treat popularity like a whole life game of poker = stay in the game and keep winning is a way of life and a daily pastime!
Their conversations seem to be about what cards others may have in the whole 'popuarity stakes'. The idea sucks which kinda means I dont really believe what I just wrote but it does fit the observation very well.
To many including me - big time - it's about being hoest with your soul to each other!
So why am I alone??? Maybe I'm utterly wrong about everything and family I have are in it for the right reasons!
Most peculiar! Still I'd rather be me and commit suicide than be one of them and popular = ???? True story!