When you are young , death is something that happens to old people ,or anybody else , you don`t even think it could possibly happen to you
When you reach the mid 70`s and you still wake up in the morning it is a bonus .
You now see people a little older than you dying off and some that are even younger than you kicking the bucket .
You, now more than ever , appreciate the life you had and the life you still enjoy , knowing full well your time on this earth now limited.Make the most of it while you still can.
I`m sorry what you are going through Bonsai , but that`s the reality of old age that we are experiencing.
And as you rightfully say their is nothing anybody can say or do to change it .
The WT pie in the sky dream of a paradise earth promised by GOD is just so cruel .
Take care
smiddy