Jehovah, Bob, Asshole... whatever
Does everything happen for a reason? If you can tell what is going to happen before it happens why did you let me go through so much as an innocent child?
bet you he doesn't answer.. (this wager does not include the ongoing conversation between jehovah and jcanon).
Jehovah, Bob, Asshole... whatever
Does everything happen for a reason? If you can tell what is going to happen before it happens why did you let me go through so much as an innocent child?
i have been battling an incurable illness and will be able to post less and less.
i will post my email, and any help you cna asend my way will be appreciated.
there is treatment but no cure and no cancer yet.
You have been so encouraging and helpful to me. Hope you will think of all of the friends you have here with a smile on your face when your going through these tough times. Love ya girl!
well i had another dream of my family last night.
i hate those because then the rest of the day i can't stop thinking of them.
in the dream me and my entire family all 8 of us were sitting at dinner in this nice resturant and i look at my mom and say so how do i look a year later?
I don't want or need their acceptance in my life. but it's frustrating because i keep having these type of dreams. i think my brain is telling me to deal with it!
well i had another dream of my family last night.
i hate those because then the rest of the day i can't stop thinking of them.
in the dream me and my entire family all 8 of us were sitting at dinner in this nice resturant and i look at my mom and say so how do i look a year later?
well i had another dream of my family last night. i hate those because then the rest of the day i can't stop thinking of them. In the dream me and my entire family all 8 of us were sitting at dinner in this nice resturant and i look at my mom and say so how do i look a year later? (they haven't seen me for a year) she looks at me with discust and says... "ugh, how can i put this? You've gained a lot of weight" and i looked at her and said "I'll have you know that that's just because i'm happy, something you will never Feel!" and i stormed out. In the same dream my sister was chasing me and climbed up a to the balcony of my room and fell and died. What's going on with my freakin head!!!????!!!!???!!! So do these dreams mean in my subconsious i still miss them and want their acceptance? I loath alllll of them!
i'd have to say mine was when i was at the wee age of 8.. my siblings and i were out swimming with some friends and their parents.
what i remember mostly was that i got seperated very quickly from the rest of the group and drifted into the deeper end.
i found it getting more and more difficult to swim with each passing second.
awake&watching: i'm so sorry for all you've been through. You are a stonger person than me. That's some crazy stuff
i've been on the board for quite a while now and was wondering, what do my fellow jwdr's do for work, employment or career?
me, i'm in probably one of the most hated careers in america right now.
(not gonna tell you what it is either) but how about you, what do you do to earn a little coin?.
i'd have to say mine was when i was at the wee age of 8.. my siblings and i were out swimming with some friends and their parents.
what i remember mostly was that i got seperated very quickly from the rest of the group and drifted into the deeper end.
i found it getting more and more difficult to swim with each passing second.
never had a gun pointed at me but the scariest thing i've ever been through was watching someone very close to me over dosing on drugs. watching them almost die. That was terrifying to me. also from my childhoom i remember my dad choking my brother and lifting him up by the throat against the wall. i was only about 7 so i thought my dad was killing him.
i've been on the board for quite a while now and was wondering, what do my fellow jwdr's do for work, employment or career?
me, i'm in probably one of the most hated careers in america right now.
(not gonna tell you what it is either) but how about you, what do you do to earn a little coin?.
I work as a marketing associate/director at DirectBuy of New Orleans. For those of you who haven't heard of Directbuy its a private club where you can buy pretty much anything for your home at factory direct prices. No middle man cost or hidden store mark up. I love my job :) I'm basically a membership saleman. :)
we did it by reducing television and air conditioner usage, being more conservative about using the oven, getting rid of an old freezer, and changing our light bulbs.
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i'm very proud of us!
another thing you can do is unplug things like your cell phone chargers. Even when your not charging them there's still electicity running through them and wasting your money.
let me explain myself... for instance when your friends and family keep changing their minds... like my sister she didn't want to talk to me, then we started talking again and now she is back to shunning me.
same with my once best friend we were fine with each other's beliefs then one night she tells me in order to have god's favor she has to shun me.
now she's talking to me again.
you see i don't want to lower myself to their childish shunning but it would be so nice to rub it in their face ya know? I like your idea Spectre too. i might have to try that. lol