I spent many a sleepless night agonizing over the fate of the billions that I knew would never be reached with the WTS version of the "good news." I also spent a lot of time in FS trying to get people to see the need to get into that Ark of Salvation. What a waste!!!
Along comes 1995 and the Society announces that the preaching work is not a separating of the sheep and goats as we originally thought. That was really disturbing. Also, the generation that saw the sign in 1914 would indeed pass away. THAT didn't bother me as much because I never believed it in the first place.
All those changes are the reason why some JW's are so lackluster about preaching. Francis of Assisi is reported to have said it best - "Preach the gospel, sometimes use words."
Sylvia