Hello and welcome, Lilly.
40-something years ago, I was also impressed with the Jehovah's Witnesses.
I thought they were the most wonderful people, and wanted to be just like them.
Little did I know that they were under the control of the Governing Body of the Watchtower Bible and Tract Society of New York!
This body decides what literature the JW's will distribute, which Bible verses will be used in their ministry, even giving instructions on how to dress while in the door-to-door witnessing work.
There is absolutely no freedom to express individual views or research biblical material other than that of the Watchtower.
So, don't let that facade fool you.
Ask questions and check things our for yourself.
I guarantee you that you're in for an eye-opening experience.
Blessings.
Sylvia