Maybe... the questions and disappointments aren't the faults of God, but of the religions who so wrongly misrepresent Him?
I think He's evident in creation since the evolution theories seem to lack, to me, 'Cause'. Personally I believe "God" was the wonderful intelligence behind the formation of the universes, especially looking at this earth and all it's inhabitants. I respect anyone's choice to believe or not to believe - but I don't think God's to blame here. I think religion - any "organised" religion - puts doctrines and church edicts ahead of the very little stated in the Bible about creation. They've all come up with some pretty illogical and unreasoning theories themselves - none of it God's plan. But they all claim "GOD said it!" and beat you to death with their own holy book if they can't MAKE you believe the exact same way they do. It's my disdain for the extremes of religion - any of it - that makes me so strongly feel that 'faith' isn't in the tangible things we see, feel or know, but in a spiritual and intangible plane that no amount of religiosity can touch. I've known a few atheists and agnostics who will surely be judged better representatives of God than the religionists who've already condemned them - to an eternal lava bath! Lol - there's no freakin' way so much of that crap's true, Jeff! Underneath it all, though - to me - some truth escapes getting dirty - do good for everyone you can, be honest, be loyal to family and friends --- it's your heart that matters. Enjoy life and love it - don't let religion burden you, 'cause that's all it can do. It's not of God and has proven through so much gorey history that it doesn't even come close. God IS, but He is NOT in religion or their woefully lacking picture of Him.
... just a thought...
ps - I guess this is why we don't exchange Christmas cards anymore, huh? - was going thru my addresses the other day and there you were!