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  My sisters are braindead b**ches

  by flower in

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  just thought i'd share.

  in case anyone else out there has three sisters that are braindead bitches too...i know how you feel.

  i havent talked to two of the three braindead bitches for a couple of years (ever since that goddamn article came out in the km) but one of the braindead bitches lives about 10 mins from me.

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  flower

  Thanks :-) I dont mind so much about them being bitches. Its the braindead part that aggravates me.
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  My sisters are braindead b**ches

  by flower in

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  2. experiences

  just thought i'd share.

  in case anyone else out there has three sisters that are braindead bitches too...i know how you feel.

  i havent talked to two of the three braindead bitches for a couple of years (ever since that goddamn article came out in the km) but one of the braindead bitches lives about 10 mins from me.

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  Just thought I'd share. In case anyone else out there has three sisters that are braindead bitches too...I know how you feel. I havent talked to two of the three braindead bitches for a couple of years (ever since that goddamn article came out in the KM) but one of the braindead bitches lives about 10 mins from me.

  I was in a crunch recently because I had inadvertently scheduled a new job interview on a day in which my sons school closed for a teacher conference so I called braindead bitch number one and left her a message explaining the situation and asking if I could drop my son off the next morning for a couple hours to play with his cousin while I interviewed. I didnt ask her to 'talk' to me or 'associate' with me for gods sake. Hell if she wanted to I would stay in the car while my son went up to the house so as not to get my 'evil disfellowshipedness' all over her. But no, bitch couldnt bother to even call me back so I had to add an hour to the commute to get him to another sitter.

  Braindead bitch number two lived less than 5 minutes from me for a year and a half before I was even df'd and never came by, called or even acted like she knew me until one time she showed up on my door to 'hang out'. I found out later that my mom had told her that she shouldnt treat me like that just because I was 'irregular' at meeting attendance but she should 'encourage' me. Whatever. Havent talked to braindead bitch number two and I really dont care.

  Braindead bitch number three watches my kid occasionally when I leave him his grandmother because my mom is blind. This bitch keeps telling my son that Jehovah likes this and dislikes that and other such crap. And keeps reading him stories. I have to have a deprogramming session with him after every visit. Braindead bitch number three is the biggest braindead bitch.

  I cant tell them how I feel cause them my mom would be upset so I figured I'd tell you guys. Now I feel much better. Hey maybe one day they will stumble on this site and then they will find out how I feel about them. :-)

  can you say bitches here? if not, sorry!
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  I got backmy sick son,,, just to lose the rest ofmy family

  by wildfire in

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  i am so upset ,,its hard to even write this out...but i know i must.....someof you know of my past...coming from a very difficult marriage with a so--called annointed one.. who made my life and the lives of my 5 children.

  a living hell.....i only have one daughter in the borg...but even tho i am dis associated she still talks to me....i moved to texas to be near my daughter and my grand kids...but now i am being ostrasized for helping my schizophrenic son (24),,who couldnt make it on his own in north dakota...... and my son almost didnt make it to texas as he was thrown off the bus for smoking and abandoned... i went on a mission to find him.....by backtracking and giving out flyers of his picture with my phone ..number on it.

  as it happened someone recognized him and i got him back....safe but not sound..... so now my daughters and their boyfriends have disowned me for taking him in....why i am not really sure....but with everyday mydepression gets worse....i have been hospitalized for attempted suicide many times...and theythink i am making up this shit..... just recently i was hospitalized ,,,for another suicide attempt... i think iwill make the next one stick...my brother killed himself at 38,,, no one knew the horrible secrets in his life and the family didnt want to know......now hes gone...leavingbehind 3 daughters and 2 grand daughters.. do they even know the pain and torments i have endured for soo long being in a cult...my 21 yr old daugher willlnever forgive me for what i did toher... sheis out now... but her sister is still in and i know its tearing her apart....my 24 yr old son is schizophrenic and may never be normal....but i am taking care of him as the rest ofthe family have abandoned him to my care....ha i cant even take care of me...for christs sake... for those of you i met at dallas in may,,,you know me right could i really be capable of being so selfish...so uncaring......i need your prayers and strength to get me thru this now.... there were so many things i couldnt do,, when my kids were being abused... i had to be submissive to that fucking jerk...he hurt me ,,, the borg hurt me....everyone gets hurt..... but this may be the straw that broke the camels back....words can and do hurt ,,, i can only say sorry to them so much.....but their dad willnever do that..he willnever make there hurt go away..... i just need ed to be heard as my daughters do not want me to talk to them....and it is breaking my heart in two so imust get my book done..before i am gone for good.....shalom my dear friends

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  Wildfire, everyone else has said it all but I just wanted to add that having met you in Dallas I found you to be a positive, strong and wonderful person. I know you can get through this without giving up. Your a strong woman and a survivor. Even if you dont think so at the moment..trust me on this. You are strong..I can tell just from our brief conversations.

  Hang in there...
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  Compromise

  by teejay in

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  one of the fundamental keys to a successful marriage.

  doing stuff you wouldn't ordinarily do... stuff you don't and wouldn't ever do by nature, but you do it because you're married to this particular person.

  without it a marriage is, at best, an unhappy situation; at worst, a divorce waiting to happen.

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  I'm sure marraige is full of compromising but even married people should be able to have their personal boundaries that they wont cross. Everyone has a conscience and even their spouse should not be able to force them to do something that they feel is wrong for them on a moral or personal level. Whether your boundary is associating with jw's or eating a certain food or something sexual.. whatever it is you should not have to compromise that. If a couple ideals are so different or they cannot accept and respect each others personal boundaries then they will probably have problems no matter what.
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  Thousands Standing Around - does that what TSA really means

  by TresHappy in

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  actually the federal screeners at all u.s. airports - my friend called me crying last night saying she was forced to have a pat down search at the airport.

  she said she initially refused but was met by police and a supervisor with threats if she didn't comply.

  she cried the whole time...i told her to drive instead of fly...

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  Whats the big deal about being searched?
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  crazy weekend....am i going to hell????

  by red so deep in

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  ok, so i'm not going to go into specifics but this weekend was a bit crazy and i did something i could easily get df'ed for...but the thing is, i don't really feel bad about it!

  being raised in the org, your always taught that "wrongdoing" is inevitably attached with unbearable guilt but i'm not really feeling that right now...i'm not sure if i'm just a bad immoral person or whats going on....

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  red so deep..

  thats just nasty.
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  crazy weekend....am i going to hell????

  by red so deep in

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  ok, so i'm not going to go into specifics but this weekend was a bit crazy and i did something i could easily get df'ed for...but the thing is, i don't really feel bad about it!

  being raised in the org, your always taught that "wrongdoing" is inevitably attached with unbearable guilt but i'm not really feeling that right now...i'm not sure if i'm just a bad immoral person or whats going on....

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  Red, sounds like a fun weekend. Just be safe and smart and keep having fun.
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  crazy weekend....am i going to hell????

  by red so deep in

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  ok, so i'm not going to go into specifics but this weekend was a bit crazy and i did something i could easily get df'ed for...but the thing is, i don't really feel bad about it!

  being raised in the org, your always taught that "wrongdoing" is inevitably attached with unbearable guilt but i'm not really feeling that right now...i'm not sure if i'm just a bad immoral person or whats going on....

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  Jw's dont believe in 'going to hell' anyway..but besides that the only moral code you have to live up to is your own. If you didnt hurt anyone and you didnt cross your own personal bounds then you did nothing wrong. There is no reason to feel guilty for not living up to someone elses idea of what is moral. After all the same god that wrote their moral code also ordered the slaughter of entire cities including children and the rape of women for minuscule offenses.
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  Amazing How So Many JWs Practically Worship The Literature...

  by cypher50 in

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  2. friends

  recently, i had to help my mom move from ny...she has just retired and has been a witness for over 30 years.

  i wouldn't call her devout in that she never misses field service or that she would walk through horrible weather to get to a meeting but she is devout in a sense that she will believe whatever the wts puts before her.... anyway, my two older brothers who are also "in the truth" were helping go through what stuff we were going to move when we came to her literature stash.

  my mom is an extreme packrat and we had been throwing so many items that she had bought over the years without even opening the boxes (the items got old & musty so they were unusable to others .

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  Cypher, its all part of the mental control they have over their members. Which is why now that I am no longer a borgette I toss their literature into the garbage whenever I find it on trains or in laundry mats etc. It feels good to be free of guilt and rid the world of cult literature at the same time ;-)
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  Red Sox, Yankees and my Comforter w/ special POWERS - a love story.

  by confusedjw in

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  2. physical

  the red sox are down 3 games to 0 on sunday.

  as the hours get late i pull out a comforter from the closet, not realizing the special powers it holds.

  the red sox win it in extra innings on a david ortiz home run and comforter on the couch.

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  flower

  damn! i must say i never thought they could do it....very cool!

  Go Sox!