When I first heard that phrase, I liked it. Over a period of time, however,I came to the realization that the WTBTS was playing with people's emotions. Before I realized that, I would admire people who were soooo seemingly "spirit-filled" about the "truth." Although I vacation, temporary, auxilliary pioneered from time to time, and even regular pioneered for a year, I never seemed to have that spark or whatever it was, or it never really excited me to be talking about spiritual WTBTS things, although in my private thoughts, I always had that picture of the "new world" with me there. In fact, I remember at an assembly years ago, the speaker said "if you can't picture yourself there, chances are you won't be there." This carrot had been with me since I had memories (3 yrs. old).
I toyed with the idea of becoming a missionary for a while but didn't like the idea of having to fill out an application. I didn't like filling out the application to be a regular pioneer as well. So, after having my mind numbed for quite a will, with scriptures that painted the the society's vision of "Jehovah's" will, I started coming out of the fog, and realizing that a lot of the literature, esp. the Revelation book, stopped making sense as well as all the other stuff they were saying, as if they had privileged knowledge from Jehovah. OK, I could believe some of it, but if it was all from Jehovah, then I had to ask myself, why is he so anal about filling out reporting time, and all the other reports by POs, COs, DOs, etc., etc.??? and stuff like that.
So I guess I never totally made the "truth" my own or else I would have been so immersed in it, I wouldn't be where I am today.