Although only beening 24 and in a relationship with a worldly male for 4 years I have now realized everything I gave up. I feel like I will never be happy, but that it takes time. I would not suggest that you look outside of Jehovahs organization. These four years have been the worst of my life and I keep staying in the relationship.
I hate being alone, but I know one day once I get my act together I to will find the right person for me. I live in California to, where do you live at, I'm in Downey, Los Angeles County?
Hope to hear from you soon!
Ashley