Zep: Sorry about being late, my ‘puter is getting tempermental on me! Very pointed questions.
How serious do you take your own religion Frenchy, what do you and all the others here really think of it???
I can’t speak for anyone but myself. I took (past tense) it very seriously and I believed it to be the truth. I gradually came to understand that it was not divine light but interpretation from men who actually believe that they are relaying ‘truth’ from God to ‘his people’. I cannot say that I have ‘a religion’ at present.
I mean, what kind of responibility do you feel personnally when you see a newbie come to KH...If i saw someone like myself being fed the WT i think i'd want to give them the otherside of the argument?.
During the time I was totally committed and even during the time of my… what? …my indecision? I felt responsible to do my very best to teach that person all that I knew (or all that he/she was capable or wanting to know) because I believed it mean his/her eternal salvation. Later on, near the end, I was more reluctant to ‘inculcate the truth’ to the newbies. I stated here already that I was studying with a young man whom I like very much when I finally decided that I had to get out. During this study I tried to be very objective in the study, telling him what the WTS’s stand was on the matter and also giving him the ‘other side’ of the argument as well. I came to appreciate that I was not being objective at all because he saw me as a JW and surmised that the WTS’s side must be the true side otherwise why would I be one??? I turned the study over to someone else after a long and difficult deliberation with myself.
As I have stated before, I am one of the few who actually likes field service. I don’t go anymore because I could not bring someone into this mess.
Hey, waiting, this is for cutting in ahead of me:
-Seen it all, done it all, can't remember most of it-