No, you were not.
I too was raised, actually spent the most formative years in the post 75 era. I went to a KH which I understand now to be very liberal (probably why we were disbanded and redistricted). I was pretty much under the same idea. I moved in the early 80's to a different KH, like you it was all about blind allegiance and not Berean discernment. The WTs have steadily been preaching this more and more as the GB has less and less direction.
From researching the JW history I see that the control has been around since Russell let himself be referred to as the "faithful and wise servant".