Good job Maddie Being who you are is the only truth we have so don't feel as if you are wrong, that has nothing to do with it.
Our own truth , the truth within each of us is a blessing and our birthright, and so often others convince us to forsake what we are and replace the truth our creator put in us with a delusion and suffering
Untill we know the depth of our own soul we know knothing and can not know anything. Fly free and may your spirit grow to know the real truth.