Welcome couriousconfused.
I was a JW for 37 years.
I should have got out sooner but kept trying to convince myself it was the truth, Pushing any doubts to the back of my mind.
Once on the outside looking in....things look a whole lot diffrent.
For example try explaneing to someone who is not a JW the generation overlap and see what reaction you get.
But when it's explaned at the KH watch all the heads nod and think it's wounderfull to get some "New light"
One other thing that realy got to me is the JW's love to say that "We do not alow anybody that has molested a child to hold a possition''
Ive heard JW's preach that knowing full well it's rubbish.
When a JW i know came out with that i said to him"But you know (an Elder in the congrgation) has sex with his underaged sister"
His answer"But that was along time ago"
In effect he addmitted i was rite but he carried on preaching it.
I could go on but thats enough for now.
Karter.