Well, if I had been able to outgrow my insecurities and grow some self-respect (a task I avoided by getting baptized)...y'all might know me from the movies by now. I wanted to be an actress and would have been a good one.
Without the jaydubs, I might have sought therapy sooner than I did and gotten more good out of it (working on deeper and more important issues than postpartum depression).
Given even a modest amount of success in life, instead of hiding away amongst the other Stepford wives, I might have become a traveler, an adventurer.
Might still have married the same man; he introduced me to the jaydubs but was not baptized when we met. That means I'd still have the same kids, hurrah!
Most conservative positive estimate: I might have been what I am now, only richer and better-educated. I'd certainly be a damn hippie; I loved that stuff and believed in it.
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