Posts by spiritboi

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I am confused!

by spiritboi in

i am from a se asia country.

was not long in the truth.

only 3 years.

I am troll? Call me whatever you like. Jws call me demonic, pig returning to the swine,etc..etc... I have got what I need. Thanks to Awakened07's advice : "I see no harm in trying to help people with whatever gift or talent you may have." JWs were saying I am controlled by the demons. This has been haunting me for the past two weeks.Now I am comforted. The spirits were not harming anyone. They also did not control my life. I can do anything I want. Only on scheduled days, wed and sat nights and emergencies such as the kid who swallowed a nail will they control me. There may be good spirits who are not from J after all.

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Why, why and why

by spiritboi in

wonder if i am the youngest around (20)....sorry, young people have many why's...

1) humans die because of adam's sin.why animals die?

were they already dying before adam sin?

spiritboi

Wonder if I am the youngest around (20)....sorry, young people have many why's... 1) Humans die because of Adam's sin.Why animals die? Were they already dying before Adam sin? If so, Adam would be very sad when his beloved pet dies. Why Jah allow adam to be sad? 2) Many spirit creatures rebel against Jehovah and became demons. If Jehovah is a God of love and have taken good care of them, why they rebel? They should know that he is very powerful and they have no chance of winning. 3) Many of us here are honestly seeking the truth. Why did the big J allow us to be fooled by the WT? 4) When the plane crashed into the WTC, so many died. What is J doing then? Why he didn't stop it? 5) Spirit creatures not from God must be evil. Is this the Bible's teaching or WT's? Why must it be so? Can't there be spirits who are good in nature but refusing to obey J over a certain rule or regulation? 6) Prophecy that came true must be from God? Why he chose a spirit medium to deliver a message to King Saul? (1 Sam 28) 7) "false prophets (like the JWs) will arise and misled many"...Why he allow that? Many who were misled are good people like you and me... 8) "Broad is the road leading to destruction. Narrow is the road leading to everlasting life." Why must the road that leads to everlasting life be narrow? 9) Why are there so many interpretations of the Bible? Why don't he make known the correct one to us? 10)Jehovah wanted people to worship him. Why must he make people who worship him suffer just like Job? Don't he know that this will cause people to give up worshipping him? Ten why's at this moment. 6)

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I am confused!

by spiritboi in

i am from a se asia country.

was not long in the truth.

only 3 years.

spiritboi

Thanks!Awakened07 for your advice. I am just being haunted by the JW teaching that all spirits not from Jehovah are evil.As my dad is a spirit medium when I was still a witness, I have read every article the WR has on spiritism.Also I don't like somebody else to be controlling my body. Hope I will soon have the out of body experience just like my dad and see with my own eyes what I am doing... BFD, no we don't charge a fee. People usually give us monetary rewards in the form of red packets when their wishes come true. But all these red packets we need to put into the temple of the deities healing them. We did not heal the sick. The deities did.No, this is not our means of living. My dad is a carpenter. I just completed my military service and is now looking for a job.

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Revenge on the tower

by jacethespace in

has anyone ever got personal revenge on the tower for the way they have been treated.. because these people have taken 7 yrs of my life and if they think they are going to turn on me and shun me when i dont agree with there beliefs and im just going to keep quite then there living in a fantasy world.sorry i forgot they allready do.. mine involves half way through the second half of a thursday meeting of the ministry school.

1- a front gate.

2- some very heavy duty padlocks.. 3- leaving them to spend some loving quality time with their brothers and sisters.. 4-thats just the beggining.. have you got any stories?.

spiritboi

Locking up the bros and sis? No, no,no. They are just as innocent as you and me. Do it to the governing body.... Just a story to ponder : Two men were held hostage for several years. Finally they managed to escape. One of them is so happy to regain his freedom. He do things that he was unable to do while in hostage. He valued his freedom, life and family much much more. Ten years later, he became a wealthy, successful man. One day, he met the other guy who was held hostage with him. "How is everything going with you?" He asked the other guy. "For the past ten years, I could not forget the torture and humiliation during those years in hostage. All these years, I have been thinking of revenge, revenge,revenge. I wasn't happy. They have caused my wife and children to suffer too." The first man then answered : "I never knew that you were still held hostage by them for the past ten years!"

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I am confused!

by spiritboi in

i am from a se asia country.

was not long in the truth.

only 3 years.

spiritboi

Christians who encountered a near death experience say they saw Jesus at the end of the tunnel.Muslims see Allah, Buddhists see Buddha. Too bad for JWs, there don't see anything. Most XJWs may also won't see anything.

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I am confused!

by spiritboi in

i am from a se asia country.

was not long in the truth.

only 3 years.

spiritboi

HA!HA!HA!JWs say I am demonic. Now some1 say I insane. I just come to realise why my dad say he was out of the body while in trace but I was completely blanked out.JW told me I have no soul! How can I be out of the body? Need to do a checkup at a mental institute! My girl still won't come back. He won't want an insane boyfriend.

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I am confused!

by spiritboi in

i am from a se asia country.

was not long in the truth.

only 3 years.

spiritboi

You know why I started this thread? My girlfriend is a JW. It was she who brought me into the org. Even after my disassociation, she was still with me. But on my 20th birthday, she was with me when I was anointed. She was scared. She say it was demonic. She refuses to meet after that. I could not understand. How can these spirits be evil when they are coming down to help people? These spirits teaches people to do good. Could they be evil? Trance state : Maybe it's because I am new or what, I am completely controlled by the spirit. I just saw a yellowish bright light coming towards me and I totally blanked off. I willl feel very tired after the spirit left. For a while, I could still remember who asked for what but soon the memory vanished. But for my dad, he said he is out of the body and can see what the body do. As for the spirit powers, they have limits. Not everyone has the same powers. All these years while helping my dad, there were several cases of disease that they cannot do anything. A woman begs that her husband leg need not be amputated due to diabetics. The spirits told her that all they can do is to delay the need to amputate as it was already very serious. I don't think the spirits can cure people with AIDS. As I have said, these spirits wanted people to do good. Do good and u will be rewarded, do bad and you will reap what u sow. They are against gambling. The Bible brands all spirits other than angels as demons and evil. But they aren't evil. Now even my girlfriend thinks I am demonic!!!

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I am confused!

by spiritboi in

i am from a se asia country.

was not long in the truth.

only 3 years.

spiritboi

King Saul and the spirit medium ------------------------------- 1 Sam 28 : Saul consulted a spirit medium and request the soul of samuel to be called up. Samuel told Saul he will be killed in the battle and David will become king. Was that really samuel? Was the message that saul will be killed and David be King from Jehovah? That prophecy came true! The funny part is even though I am now a spirit medium, those spirits did not forbid me from reading the Bible. What they want is that we do good, help the weak. When in a trance, we will help people of any faiths. I remember my dad even go to a church to donate some money. I forgot for what cause. What will happen to me if I am still a witness and the brothers saw me reading books on spiritism? Isn't Jehovah selfish? And another thing. There are deities or gods and ghosts. Only deities can possess me and I know beforehand which deity is coming. I cannot allow spirits of the dead to possess me. If anyone wants to talk to the dead, they need to find someone else. Not me.

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I am confused!

by spiritboi in

i am from a se asia country.

was not long in the truth.

only 3 years.

spiritboi

I could not forget one incident when I was still a JW. Someone banging at our door in the middle of the night with a young kid who has swallowed a nail. I stand there as an observer while my father petitioned the deities to help. He went into a trance and used both hands to touch the kids' neck. After a while, he seems to have found the location of the nail. My dad mumbled a mantra. The nail came out from my dad's mouth!

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I am confused!

by spiritboi in

i am from a se asia country.

was not long in the truth.

only 3 years.

spiritboi

I am from a SE Asia country. Was not long in the truth. Only 3 years. Disassociated myself when I joined the army. My dad is a spirit medium for many years, since his youth. When he was in a trance, he healed the sick, help people under a spell , exorcised those possessed by ghosts. All these years, I have never see him did anything evil to others. And the Bible says these spirits are evil? These spirits are demons? Now the funny part is that these spirits told my dad not to stop me when I study the Bible at 15 yrs old. Telling him that I will be back and will replace him (my dad)as the spirit medium when I turn 20. 2 weeks ago I turned 20. I have already been possessed three times so far. The first time was just an anointing ceremony. Second and third time, I begin to heal the sick and possessed. I began to see people coming to my house, thanking the deities for healing them. A rotten tree will not produce good fruits and vice versa. Am I really possessed by the demons? But they are doing good with my body!