Staying home and eating lots of pizza and having a few beers with my hubby and watching movies.
Micky4321
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WHAT ARE YOU DOING FOR NEW YEARS EVE?
by Mary inare you doing anything special tomorrow night???
i think i'm going over to some ex-dubs' house to celebrate this horrible, pagan festival that will no doubt earn me a one-way ticket to the firey gehenna.
anyone else got sum plan??!!
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Kingdom Hall is packed
by Junction-Guy inright near my apartment there is a kingdom hall that sits next to the interstate.
i passed by there tonight at 5 pm and it was totally packed.
i mean there were cars lined all up and down the driveway.
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Micky4321
"One thing's for sure: it wasn't bingo night!"
LMAO!!
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I wish the nightmares would stop.
by Micky4321 indo any of you have nightmares as a result of the jw religion.
i haven't been to any meetings in 17 years but i have nightmares a couple times a month about the whole thing.
in my dreams the scenario will be i am at an assembly or a meeting against my will and everyone is ignoring me and some are glaring at me and i am trying to leave but for some reason i can't get out of the building.
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"i have only been gone a few years.. but every so often i dream of certain people, either at the kingdom hall or running into them in a public setting.. and the dreams never end good. The other night i had a dream that i was at the kingdom hall and an elder, mind you it was a elder that was like a grandfather to me when i was little.. he was the one who had studied with my parents and brought them into the "truth".. i loved this man and called him grandpa when i was little.. anyways.. i dreamed that he was sitting in front of me.. staring.. just staring. wouldnt say a word. had a nasty look on his face. And in my dream i said "grandpa.. i still love you." and he just stared....... it was a sad dream and when i woke up i was almost in tears." That's really sad I got a little choked up reading that. It's too bad they treat us like that. People we looked up to growing up now ignoring us.
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I wish the nightmares would stop.
by Micky4321 indo any of you have nightmares as a result of the jw religion.
i haven't been to any meetings in 17 years but i have nightmares a couple times a month about the whole thing.
in my dreams the scenario will be i am at an assembly or a meeting against my will and everyone is ignoring me and some are glaring at me and i am trying to leave but for some reason i can't get out of the building.
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Micky4321
But then once I've been awake for a little while I'll think man glad that wasn't real. Those people are mean..lol.
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I wish the nightmares would stop.
by Micky4321 indo any of you have nightmares as a result of the jw religion.
i haven't been to any meetings in 17 years but i have nightmares a couple times a month about the whole thing.
in my dreams the scenario will be i am at an assembly or a meeting against my will and everyone is ignoring me and some are glaring at me and i am trying to leave but for some reason i can't get out of the building.
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Micky4321
Yeah that's what I don't like about them. They will effect my emotional state when I wake up also. I wake up all sad and upset for being treated like that. They can be so vivid sometimes.
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I wish the nightmares would stop.
by Micky4321 indo any of you have nightmares as a result of the jw religion.
i haven't been to any meetings in 17 years but i have nightmares a couple times a month about the whole thing.
in my dreams the scenario will be i am at an assembly or a meeting against my will and everyone is ignoring me and some are glaring at me and i am trying to leave but for some reason i can't get out of the building.
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Micky4321
Do any of you have nightmares as a result of the JW religion. I haven't been to any meetings in 17 years but I have nightmares a couple times a month about the whole thing. In my dreams the scenario will be I am at an assembly or a meeting against my will and everyone is ignoring me and some are glaring at me and I am trying to leave but for some reason I can't get out of the building. Then I'll wake up and feel so relieved that I'm not actually in that situation.
I don't know why after all of these years I'd still be having nightmares like that. Maybe it's because I have a family member who every once in a while still tries to get me to come back. I would never go back into one of those places but what goes through my mine when this person tries to get me to go is oh that would be fun..NOT to be ignored by everyone in the room since I'm disfellowshipped that would be what would happen.
I think that religion has really scarred me for life.
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Hi I'm new.
by Micky4321 inso i just found this site last night.
is everyone here someone who used to be a jw?
i used to be one wow 17 years ago.
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Micky4321
Thank you everyone. My electricity was out for a few hours tonight. Happened right after I couldn't get on the board anyway. Happy to be powered up again. Going to watch a movie here now.
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Burningbridges: What happened to your myspace site? Were U 4 real?
by WingCommander inor were you just a watchtower troll trying to entrap people that were trying to be nice to you?
i read your site, thought it was nice, added you as a friend, made some comments, and now today your myspace page is gone!!
this kind of crap makes me nervous.
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Micky4321
Oh I'm sorry that you are having to go through this.
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Burningbridges: What happened to your myspace site? Were U 4 real?
by WingCommander inor were you just a watchtower troll trying to entrap people that were trying to be nice to you?
i read your site, thought it was nice, added you as a friend, made some comments, and now today your myspace page is gone!!
this kind of crap makes me nervous.
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Micky4321
She probably decided she didn't want to be so public about it. She did say her husband still goes to meetings.
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Is this true what I just read?
by worldtraveller inmr. comacho,.
you call people dumb but many of them have first hand knowledge about the jw religion.
and, they do control their followers...did you know that non-jw are considered goats?!?
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Micky4321
I remember that also. They would teach us to be sheep like and be led around like a sheep is led around with the herd. Then those who did not go along with whatever they said were goat like and hard headed and not following the herd as in the whatever the JW's Society or people said you should do. I guess I'm a goat then since I can think for myself and am not led around.