Its now 7 years since I decided to stop attending meetings at the Kingdom Hall and 5 years since I DA'd.
I often have wondered why do I still keep this "connection" with the Watchtower. Considering that they broke my family up, their lack of compasssion and support when it was needed.
A couple of times I have thought thats it no more looking at forums or websites etc about JW's.
But then I will get an e-mail off someone who has seen my testimony on some website. They are usually from someone who knows a JW, is studying with JW's or a even a JW having doubts or is leaving or has left. These then set me off again on the Watchtowers tail. I'm not going to leave them at the WT's mercy. If I can point them in the right direction or say something that makes them think, then its worth it.
We who have been JW's know the old saying "You can leave the Watchtower, but the Watchtower never leaves you." it is always there in the back of your mind.
We must do all we can to stop others falling into the clutches of the WT or to bring them out.
This is why we tell or stories.
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Incidentally I also get the occassional mail from an active JW. Who usually tell me I'm going to die at Armageddon. I recently had one which called me a F**king stupid pig for leaving "Jehovahs organisation, just like Satan did. I replied nicely, asking for clarification why I should still be a JW. A reply came back saying I was still a "stupid pig" and he doesn't speak to "apostates". I replied that the only way he could have got my e-mail address is that he must have seen my testimony on an "apostate" website. Which was going against WT directives , especially after the resolution at this years conventions. I then sent information regarding paedophiles, UN, and some other stuff. I have not heard from him again.