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Posts by cognac
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12i need help
by avishai indue to a nasty custody case i am broke and i need to move in the next 10 days can anybody help me.
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"I won't watch HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER" because Neil Patrick Harris is gay"
by OnTheWayOut inthat's what my jw mother said.
folks, there are plenty of reasons not to watch how i met your mother, but a gay actor playing a straight part is not one of them.
i should give her a list of known gay actors and ruin a bunch of movies and t.v.
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cognac
Ask her if she watches people in shows kissing or holding hands while in real life they are married to other people.
Watching gay people is bad but cheating is ok?
Or for that matter, swearing, gambling, magic, violence, etc, etc, etc is ok also?
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What do you think happens when we die?
by cognac ini'm trying to figure it out.
if we are just dead then there is no point to anything i do.
i'd like to hope our energy goes somewhere... but, i'd like to examine what somebody presents as proof....
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cognac
Satanus - I'd like to hear your experience, whether here or on private PM. Please....
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My sister....
by cognac inshe knows when i am lying.
she knows when i am keeping a secret.
she has this really weird way of reading my mind sometimes.
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cognac
ABS- It doesn't come up often. But, when it does, it hurts.
LR - That's a great idea. At least I won't be losing myself while at the same time giving her an out.
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My sister....
by cognac inshe knows when i am lying.
she knows when i am keeping a secret.
she has this really weird way of reading my mind sometimes.
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cognac
NN- lol, but, it's not much different then what I already do. Like I said, it's always brief. She usually stops as soon as she said it almost like she said it by mistake.
But, it still hurts...
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What do you think happens when we die?
by cognac ini'm trying to figure it out.
if we are just dead then there is no point to anything i do.
i'd like to hope our energy goes somewhere... but, i'd like to examine what somebody presents as proof....
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cognac
I'm trying to figure it out. If we are just dead then there is no point to anything I do. I'd like to hope our energy goes somewhere... But, I'd like to examine what somebody presents as proof...
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My sister....
by cognac inshe knows when i am lying.
she knows when i am keeping a secret.
she has this really weird way of reading my mind sometimes.
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cognac
The problem is, I can never actually say freely and outrightly who I am without totally losing her... And that is something in general getting harder and harder to bare...
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My sister....
by cognac inshe knows when i am lying.
she knows when i am keeping a secret.
she has this really weird way of reading my mind sometimes.
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cognac
Thank you. I just wish she wouldn't make those comments. Even though they are seldem... The pain it brings me sucks...
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My sister....
by cognac inshe knows when i am lying.
she knows when i am keeping a secret.
she has this really weird way of reading my mind sometimes.
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cognac
She knows when I am lying. She knows when I am keeping a secret. She has this really weird way of reading my mind sometimes. We once went to this JW party. At the party they had this game where you were given a secret word and you could only say a one word clue to the other person and they were supposed to guess what the secret word was. The person who had to give the least amount of clues won.
My secret word was pillar. So, I was thinking Sampson cause he had to push all those pillars down. But, I got mixed up and gave my first clue as "Solomon". She looked me dead in the eyes and said, "pillar". Everyone thought we cheated but there was no way we could have.
She just reads me like no other person can. Both children I was pregnant with she knew I was pregnant before I told her. There were no clues and I never even told her I was trying. I don't know how she does it, but she does.
I love her dearly. She knows where I stand and doesn't say a word about it and I know that takes great courage. She is one of the most loving, selfless persons I have ever met.
But, her comments, even though out of love, completely break my heart sometimes and there is nothing I can do but listen...
Sometimes hearing about how bad apostates are is completely heartbreaking. And I know she is not trying to teach me anything by saying it, I know she is not trying to hurt me in any way. I know she just tells herself that I "think a lot" and "have a lot of questions and opinions" and tries to convince herself on some level that I'm not actually an apostate. But, I know deep inside she knows what I am.
And as close as we are, as much as we love eachother, this pains me more then anything...
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Hubby found out about me celebrating my kids birthday...
by cognac intold on me of course.
apparently, the other jw thought he was kidding.. i just said, you tell on me and take my family from me, we are done.
we will get a divorce and you will lose me, your home, and more then likely won't get to see your kids everyday the way you get to now.
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cognac
It's just a matter of time now before I lose my mom, dad, sisters and brothers. I feel sick about it. But, I made a promise to myself I would really start celebrating everything when my oldest turns 4 cause that is the age they remember things as they get older. I kept true to that starting with the day she turned 4. Even did my version of Easter.
But, doesn't stop me from feeling sad about feeling like its only a matter of time before I get excommunicated... :(