Hi. This is my first post on this forum. I am a forty years old women, and I have been a Christian all my life. I am thinking about joining Jehovas Witnesses since God has told me that you got the truth, the REAL truth. I have plenty of questions about the movement, but right now I have big problems... So I will wait with asking those questions.
I have lately felt drawn to evil... I don't really know how to explain it... But it feels like evil would be a good thing for me. Of course I know that that is not the truth, but I can't help thinking that. And I have these horrible thoughts and dreams, where I do terrible and horrible things. I can see myself in Hell, next to Satan drinking blood and laughing... And I am dreaming of killing people, and hurt them... And when I realize what I am thinking about i burst out into tears and pray, and I pray to God for him to help me. Sorry if this post got a bit hard to read, but at least I tried to explain to you what I feel. Please, somebody help me. What is Satan doing to me, everything is a mess right now... Has God abandoned me? I feel that I have lived a good life, and haven't done anything wrong... Please help me, I don't know why this is happening to me... Help me!
/Eva
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35Help! I am afraid that I will join Satan...
by EvaZ inthis is my first post on this forum.
i am a forty years old women, and i have been a christian all my life.
i am thinking about joining jehovas witnesses since god has told me that you got the truth, the real truth.
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EvaZ
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Counseling/Guiding your kids on their sexual awakening...
by TJ - iAmCleared2Land inif the mods feel this should be moved to 'relationships', which is clearly labeled 'sex', that's fine.
i think it more appropriately falls under 'family, teens', as i am looking for advice from parents with kids about how they plan to manage/guide their child's transformation from teen to adult.. do you still subscribe to the no-sex-before-marriage rule for your kids?
i, personally, don't.
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Counseling/Guiding your kids on their sexual awakening...
by TJ - iAmCleared2Land inif the mods feel this should be moved to 'relationships', which is clearly labeled 'sex', that's fine.
i think it more appropriately falls under 'family, teens', as i am looking for advice from parents with kids about how they plan to manage/guide their child's transformation from teen to adult.. do you still subscribe to the no-sex-before-marriage rule for your kids?
i, personally, don't.
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EvaZ
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