I actually believed I had to do my best for my Bros. and Sistas, I always got nervous,especially before a Public Talk,but I prepared well,with lots of stuff culled from independant sources, BIble Commentaries etc. (no internet then)
And I used to Pray before I went on,and after, I would give a prayer of thanks.
Sounds a bit prissy now,but I believed that it worked,and someone wrote to me the other day and mentioned the talks I used to give in a favourable way,so I guess somehow my pumping up method did something.
Eventually I asked to be relieved of the "privilege" of Public Talks,as the outlines were such utter crap and they were coming down a bit on independant stuff.
Love
Wobble