I am kinda reaching the same place as you AT Jeff, the only reason I still read and post here is the hope that someone will wake up because of the way we express our discoveries and feelings on here.
I went through a number of stages, like trying to think of ways to bring down the WTBS, also a kind of bereaved feeling, like I had lost a family member, not a loved family member, because the WT never loved me, but I still felt a "loss".
I now feel totally apart from the JW/WT mentality and Org. I am a worldly person, and proud of it.
I appreciate all I have gained.
The WT will destroy itself before long, I will never free my family who are still in, and I will not even try anymore with them.
I still love this place, the humour, evident love and care shown, and the incisive exposure of WT silliness and duplicity, you guys are my family now.