Kenpodragon that was a very moving post. I have been in similar situations on two occasions myself so I know exactly how you must have felt. It always makes me wonder why Jehovah saw fit to make it so that it was not me that died.
On one occasion I was on military duty involved with a terrorist war somewhere in Africa.(Pre JW involvement) One of the gun crew on one of the patrol vehicles was taken ill and I offered to do the trip for him. My offer was turned down because I had just done a twelve hour stint and someone else was sent. That someone else never came back, he took a bullet through the heart.
The second occasion hit me harder although I was the only person involved. It was also pre JW.
I was driving alone down a very dark lonely and deserted road one night and needed to do a right turn (driving on left). There were no lights coming towards me or behind me as I pulled to the centre of the road and slowed down. At that moment there was a piercing whistle from behind me as though someone wanted to get my attention so I slapped on my brakes and came to a stop. Without exaggeration no more than a second later a giant truck with no lights was exactly where I would have been if I hadnt stopped. I was really shaken up by that, partly because there was no one around who could have done the whistling.
Sounds a bit like a JW "experience" but it made me wonder.
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