Yep, just had confirmation, baby elizabeth or as her older sister esther will say 'lizzie birdie' shes really fine and good, if yer gonna have a c-section its good when they plan the day and give you a slot in which to have it, damn I had all mine naturally........ that was hard work, my eyes water at the thought of pushing a melon thru a hole the size of a walnut......
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RENAII had a baby girl 7lb 9ozs yay
by chikikie inhi just to let everyone know my sister becky had a baby girl this morning, via c-section, thankfully no blood transfusion needed, so no difficult choice there altho i did say if she needed it, she better bloody well have it, its more of a sin to leave your children motherless than submit to a law which may or may not be inspired of god.. i dunno name maybe elizabeth, who knows, she has been known to change her mind!!!.
mother and baby doing well..
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RENAII had a baby girl 7lb 9ozs yay
by chikikie inhi just to let everyone know my sister becky had a baby girl this morning, via c-section, thankfully no blood transfusion needed, so no difficult choice there altho i did say if she needed it, she better bloody well have it, its more of a sin to leave your children motherless than submit to a law which may or may not be inspired of god.. i dunno name maybe elizabeth, who knows, she has been known to change her mind!!!.
mother and baby doing well..
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regrettable, my sister lives near hull, its me that lives in a little country villiage in devon, and I have three girls, and its a lovely place to grow up!!
Shes gonna be in hospital for 6 days as she had a c-section, she still hasnt decided on name yet, will keep everyone posted, no doubt she'll be agruing her corner when she gets back from hospital, you know what shes like!!
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RENAII had a baby girl 7lb 9ozs yay
by chikikie inhi just to let everyone know my sister becky had a baby girl this morning, via c-section, thankfully no blood transfusion needed, so no difficult choice there altho i did say if she needed it, she better bloody well have it, its more of a sin to leave your children motherless than submit to a law which may or may not be inspired of god.. i dunno name maybe elizabeth, who knows, she has been known to change her mind!!!.
mother and baby doing well..
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Hi just to let everyone know my sister becky had a baby girl this morning, via c-section, thankfully no blood transfusion needed, so no difficult choice there altho I did say if she needed it, she better bloody well have it, its more of a sin to leave your children motherless than submit to a law which may or may not be inspired of god.
I dunno name maybe elizabeth, who knows, she has been known to change her mind!!!
mother and baby doing well.
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Ex-JWs... feelings of isolation, agoraphobia...?
by Moxie inhi all... :) sorry for the novel.... i'm just wondering if there are any others out there who share similar experiences as me or have any comments and insight.... when i was a jw i was very, very social and active with friends and family in a wide range of activities.
i would even have considered myself the party-starter ;).
i used to plan events and social get togethers for all kinds of situations.
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My Ex partner never understood why i couldnt let it all go, but its hard to let go of something, of behobiour programmed into you, the slightest thing can bring back pleasant and unpleasant memories of the JWs, that can have a lasting impact for days. as it is, I am affected by one thing every year, which is my baptism date, March 10th, and often think I should go back to the JWs, I dont know why I think this, but I do, I know that in my head there is no desire but it doesnt stood the dreams/nightmares, of going back into a KH talking to the elders. If there was a pill, Id happily take one, but I know that it is like having some kind of traumatic stress disorder and you ind of shut down until you can reassure yourself that everything is ok and that your not going to bump into a JW, Im glad I moved away from my home town when I left because the anxiety i feel just thinking of bumping into a Jw i know when I go back home to see my family is just frightening. I KNOW DEEP DOWN ITS TO DO WITH BEING RAISED AS A JW, someday someone will find a way of being able to overcome it until then we have to muddle thru the best we can, good luck moxie, PM any time ok
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Ex-JWs... feelings of isolation, agoraphobia...?
by Moxie inhi all... :) sorry for the novel.... i'm just wondering if there are any others out there who share similar experiences as me or have any comments and insight.... when i was a jw i was very, very social and active with friends and family in a wide range of activities.
i would even have considered myself the party-starter ;).
i used to plan events and social get togethers for all kinds of situations.
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I too left 8 years ago, I too have these problems with connection, I suffer from panic attacks and anxeity, I had this whilst I was a JW, I aux pioneered, went to all the meetings, but I was shunned inside the JWs and decided to leave, I couldnt do anything right and the only friends I had were older sisters in there 70s and 80s. Counselling doesnt work, because they do not understand what it is like to be an Ex JW, recently we had this earthquake in Britain, my first thought was, Armageddon is here and were all gonna die. I suspect these side effects are from being raised as a JW, people who have just dabbled dont seem to be as affected when they leave.
I have my children and am close to my family who all left before me, infact I was the last one to leave, apart from a grandad who still goes and says Im disgusting because I have three children out of wedlock, he talks to me still because he doenst know I DAd myself.
The one thing I tend to enjoy is cinema, every month my ex looks after the kids and I go to the cinema by myself, I 'll stay and watch three films, and immerse myself into another world for a little while.
Im still trying to find away to make these feelings of feeling different, not fitting, I dont fit in the JW and I dont fit in the world, Im like in the middle. If this makes any sense.
Anyway good luck to you, if yuo find the answer let me know.
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Looking for a dating site in particular
by AntiKrist ini've noticed that most of all dating sites have their search page filled with boxes and that's it.
there's no way for one to actually make a text based search; typing in "apostate" for instance in a text box and thus search for that word in the profile database or am i wrong?
do you know of any dating site that has this feature?
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Dont worry hun, they usually accuse everyone as being a watchtower spy at first. lol, even me lol. Dont know of any dating sites, sorry.
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It looks like I will become an elder this week!
by outofthebox inthat's right guys.
as i told you before, they boe have been considering me for the eldership.
which i don't care for, but since my family is stuck in this cult, i guess i can use the new position to help them see that the holy spirit has nothing to do with me being an elder.
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Apprieciated.
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It looks like I will become an elder this week!
by outofthebox inthat's right guys.
as i told you before, they boe have been considering me for the eldership.
which i don't care for, but since my family is stuck in this cult, i guess i can use the new position to help them see that the holy spirit has nothing to do with me being an elder.
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whatever sirona.
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It looks like I will become an elder this week!
by outofthebox inthat's right guys.
as i told you before, they boe have been considering me for the eldership.
which i don't care for, but since my family is stuck in this cult, i guess i can use the new position to help them see that the holy spirit has nothing to do with me being an elder.
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just because i do not have any bible and god issues, doesnt mean I dont have any Jehovahs witness issues.
Ive been coming on this site since 2001 every year around march 10th, I got baptised march 10th 1996, I dedicated my life to God on this date and I really meant it, what made me leave was the people and the suffering and the shunning of others, why should it be the bible that has fucked me up, it wasnt, I know about the bible from reading cover to cover over and over again 'My book of bible stories' a book which I love. I keep this book and let my daughter keep it and read it as well as my own little new world delux bible, I have not kept any other books or publications. I do not have any hidden agenda and come onto this site to help me fight these yearly feelings that I must go back to the witnesses, I find that you are very aggressive in your posts to me, I have not warranted it all, not all of us are god haters, I happen to believe there is a god and a jesus and that the bible is inspired of god, many people believe too in a god. I struggle to understand and come to terms with my life as a JWs which makes any celebration hard, I do them but i feel its wrong like the way you feel when you fornicate, i would give anything to have wiped out my years as a JW, but alas this is part of me which wont go away, i have to learn to suppress it and live my life the best i can, the biggest gift I gave to my daughter was to leave when she was four, she has no lasting memories of the JWs. I only ever hang around for a week or two then I go back to my life again no doubt I'll be around next year, so dont judge me, I think we have all been judge enough ok
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It looks like I will become an elder this week!
by outofthebox inthat's right guys.
as i told you before, they boe have been considering me for the eldership.
which i don't care for, but since my family is stuck in this cult, i guess i can use the new position to help them see that the holy spirit has nothing to do with me being an elder.
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lol pickled 'say what' my sister probably understood what you have written, me its just simple, I was brought up in it, i didnt need to extensively study, i only needed to believe three things, 1) to believe there is a god, 2) believe there is a jesusand 3) the bible is gods word, I still believe these three things, I doubt Id join another religion, I doubt I'll go back to the JWs, Id go back for some closure for me to say a few things to some people but that is in naomi fantasyland where people give a damn, most of them dont and dont remember wrongdoings anyway, so if your looking to reason on scriptures, your talking to the worng sister, I never understood the ins and outs anyway, i was just happy to go and sit and look into space most meetings, I have never said I study the bible, i never thought i needed to , im a classic blind believer, i feel id be the same if I was brought up in any religion, it just happened to be JWs. what you have written has just gone over my head, must ask my sister to explain it to me, i just answered what i thought was the question you asked as best I could. thanks N