Welcome to the board..I'm sorry, but it is a rude awakening for sure. Just remember that you are NOT the only one to feel this way and it is right to do so.
Just take things one step at a time.
ive been lurking here for the past couple of months since i started researching the organization.
i dont have many people to talk to and its been a saving grace to read your posts.. i dont really know where to start so here i go.
its been a long journey getting here and it looks as if i still have a long ways to go to get somewhere healthy, stable and strong.
Welcome to the board..I'm sorry, but it is a rude awakening for sure. Just remember that you are NOT the only one to feel this way and it is right to do so.
Just take things one step at a time.
i vaguely remember looking at this board a few years ago, before i ever considered leaving the borg, and being appalled at the evil and hateful attitudes i saw here and scared to death of reading any further.. now i go back through years and years of posts and there is no evil or hate there at all.
it's one of the most kind and welcoming boards i've encountered since the invention of the internet.. that is how well borg indoctrination works.
it is eerily like 1984. black is white.
Yes, for about two weeks and I was gone. It was a vital part of my coming to my senses.
i'm formerly from the jackson/cape girardeau area and am currently in st louis.. i've been out in the 'world' for 10 years.
this is the first time i've tried to contact anyone or really even read anything about the jw's (and former jw's).
to be quite honest, i was trying to forget that part of my life ever happened.
So. Illinois here..
i posted this earlier on the refocus thread, but you might want to bookmark this when someone asks you how to get help for cult members and their families:.
http://www.watchtowerworld.org and click on "gallery".
i set this up for others to get immediate help.
Damn, you're good..
well after fading and keeping a low key i think the elders are finally going to get to me.
in 2007 i moved to another city but quickly moved back home about two months later.
the whole time everyone from my old congregation has been thinking i've been in another city.
Just ignore it/them..they'll go away..if not just tellem you're not interested..that's what I did..I haven't heard anything since.
but do flukkin hate the thought of old age and what may come with it.....the only people who really know what life after death may be....they aint talkin!!
!.......so it is a big adventure i look forward too.....but not the droolin and diapers......oompa.
Wow...the other day I did see a guy leaving the grocery store and I noticed he had pissed his pants...kinda felt sorry for him..
here's a good one!.
my obsessed jw relative had another witness come and visit for a few weeks in her home.
the witness woman is around 225 lbs.
I've been doing situp to try to gain a pair-o-abnormals and I still only have one..
here's a good one!.
my obsessed jw relative had another witness come and visit for a few weeks in her home.
the witness woman is around 225 lbs.
lol, again..
since 1879 how many different ones associated with the wts do you think have stated they were of the 144000 ?
for example in 1948 alone there was 25000.with perhaps hundreds of thousands 1st century christians reaching out for the heavenly reward-we can see their premise is ludricious.the wts doctrinal house is built on the shaky foundation of ct russell.
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Isn't the 144K about 168K now?
y'all are nothing like the people with whom i work, nor like those with whom i attended meetings at the kingdom hall.. what gives???.
lol.. sylvia.
lol