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Hi,you might know my big sister..

by Firefox in

im 19 and im still going to meetings.ive been sort of unhappy for a while.my older sister left the truth about 9 or 10 years ago.my brother was on her heels a couple of years later.ive been told that they were weak,selfish,posessed and drug addicts.i knew this wasnt true,they were both brilliant and caring of me.i havent spoken to them in at least 3 years.alot of gossip still circulates about them,especially sarah.she intimidated everybody and i suppose this is how they feel superior.. im rambling,sorry.im just overwhelmed.i ran into sarah at a walmart and she was radiant.i chatted her ear off for an hour and she hugged me when i cried.i told her i wanted out,that i know something isnt right but i m so scared.she suggested some of teh online groups to help.i guess she went to thomschat but thats not there anymore.she said my struggle would be different than hers because she never believed in the witnesses.i did.any advice or books to read or whatever you suggest,i just want to learn.she said crisis of conscience would probably help.okay thanks..

Firefox

Oh,thankyou for the welcome!Yes she knows Noni,said we'd get along cause I love cats to death!!!And she spoke highly of Luke and said he was wise.

Is everyone here out of the witnesses cuz I got a message saying dont leave cuz then Ill die at Armageddon.Im already a bit nervous that my parents are right!Ive ordered that book.

The big thing thats not right to me anymore about the witnesses is they are hypocritical.I know,everyones imperfect but they act like they are.I dont think its right that men are the "head".At least the way alot of brothers act.And most of all,I dont understand how they can judge people!!Like my sister!Im not supposed to even acknowledge her because shes rebellious and dangerous to my spirituality.How is that love?!Its not even human.

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Hi,you might know my big sister..

by Firefox in

im 19 and im still going to meetings.ive been sort of unhappy for a while.my older sister left the truth about 9 or 10 years ago.my brother was on her heels a couple of years later.ive been told that they were weak,selfish,posessed and drug addicts.i knew this wasnt true,they were both brilliant and caring of me.i havent spoken to them in at least 3 years.alot of gossip still circulates about them,especially sarah.she intimidated everybody and i suppose this is how they feel superior.. im rambling,sorry.im just overwhelmed.i ran into sarah at a walmart and she was radiant.i chatted her ear off for an hour and she hugged me when i cried.i told her i wanted out,that i know something isnt right but i m so scared.she suggested some of teh online groups to help.i guess she went to thomschat but thats not there anymore.she said my struggle would be different than hers because she never believed in the witnesses.i did.any advice or books to read or whatever you suggest,i just want to learn.she said crisis of conscience would probably help.okay thanks..

Firefox

Well,I dont know if you are kidding or not but she didnt post here at all.She recommended I come here tho.Maybe that was someone else?

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Hi,you might know my big sister..

by Firefox in

im 19 and im still going to meetings.ive been sort of unhappy for a while.my older sister left the truth about 9 or 10 years ago.my brother was on her heels a couple of years later.ive been told that they were weak,selfish,posessed and drug addicts.i knew this wasnt true,they were both brilliant and caring of me.i havent spoken to them in at least 3 years.alot of gossip still circulates about them,especially sarah.she intimidated everybody and i suppose this is how they feel superior.. im rambling,sorry.im just overwhelmed.i ran into sarah at a walmart and she was radiant.i chatted her ear off for an hour and she hugged me when i cried.i told her i wanted out,that i know something isnt right but i m so scared.she suggested some of teh online groups to help.i guess she went to thomschat but thats not there anymore.she said my struggle would be different than hers because she never believed in the witnesses.i did.any advice or books to read or whatever you suggest,i just want to learn.she said crisis of conscience would probably help.okay thanks..

Firefox

oh, thankyou!Im such a blonde I forgot to say she went by incubus.

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Hi,you might know my big sister..

by Firefox in

im 19 and im still going to meetings.ive been sort of unhappy for a while.my older sister left the truth about 9 or 10 years ago.my brother was on her heels a couple of years later.ive been told that they were weak,selfish,posessed and drug addicts.i knew this wasnt true,they were both brilliant and caring of me.i havent spoken to them in at least 3 years.alot of gossip still circulates about them,especially sarah.she intimidated everybody and i suppose this is how they feel superior.. im rambling,sorry.im just overwhelmed.i ran into sarah at a walmart and she was radiant.i chatted her ear off for an hour and she hugged me when i cried.i told her i wanted out,that i know something isnt right but i m so scared.she suggested some of teh online groups to help.i guess she went to thomschat but thats not there anymore.she said my struggle would be different than hers because she never believed in the witnesses.i did.any advice or books to read or whatever you suggest,i just want to learn.she said crisis of conscience would probably help.okay thanks..

Firefox

Im 19 and Im still going to meetings.Ive been sort of unhappy for a while.My older sister left the truth about 9 or 10 years ago.My brother was on her heels a couple of years later.Ive been told that they were weak,selfish,posessed and drug addicts.I knew this wasnt true,they were both brilliant and caring of me.I havent spoken to them in at least 3 years.Alot of gossip still circulates about them,especially Sarah.She intimidated everybody and I suppose this is how they feel superior.

Im rambling,sorry.Im just overwhelmed.I ran into Sarah at a Walmart and she was radiant.I chatted her ear off for an hour and she hugged me when I cried.I told her I wanted out,that I know something isnt right but I m so SCARED.She suggested some of teh online groups to help.I guess she went to Thomschat but thats not there anymore.She said my struggle would be different than hers because she never believed in the witnesses.I did.Any advice or books to read or whatever you suggest,I just want to learn.She said Crisis of Conscience would probably help.Okay thanks.