Here is part of my story. I have wanted to leave the organization for about seven years. For many years before my decision (about 2002/2003), I did what most people raised in the religion do. I uncritically and unreflectively went along with the path given to me by my family. My parents are witnesses, my grandparents are witnesses, and all my relatives, save on aunt, are witnesses. I never disobeyed the rules and lived like many sheltered witness kids.
I always had doubts about the society's teachings, especially concerning the anointed, and when my family moved to our current residence, I had access to the internet for the first time. I gradually came to the conclusion that I had to find out why these people doubt the organization. You know what many here have thought: if it is the truth, it should be able to withstand criticism. I read some sample chapters of Franz's Crisis of Conscience from the Commentary Press website. I read some online articles by Carl Olof Jonsson. Then I ordered myself a copy of Crisis of Conscience at a local bookstore, read it in two nights, and decided that I couldn't continue being a witness for the rest of my life. Later, I ordered a 1917 edition of The Finished Mystery which further confirmed my stance.
Quickly after that, I decided that I should find people who either have been or are currently in my situation. First, I found this tiny yahoo forum and a MSN chatroom. Nothing much there, so I eventually found this place. I posted here for a while (using an older account than this one), a noticed several things.I felt the forum was so huge that my posts were swept off in a sea insubstantial posts. However the worst impression I got was that most of the prolific posters have left the organization years ago, but still remain here, still grieving their loss. Of course, many here will give the self-serving excuse that their helping other people, but really this forum has become an emotional crutch, a tool for the eternal task of validating their decision to leave. I realized that leaving the organization wasn't enough for me. I must become more than an ex-witness and gradually become just another worldly man with goals that make my life meaningful. That's why I'm getting close to getting my BA.
So, my first time posting at JWD was short lived, especially since I became more interested in Thom's Chat, with it's sexy video-enabled chatroom. While there, I eventually got initiated into the sport of flame wars. In another recent thread, Dogpatch mentioned the joyful game of griefing posters. It pretty much explains some of the thrill of the flame war. Anyway, I also got involved with the now infamous JWO, having registered there at it's beginning, but never really posted there much until I got involved with the conflicts at Thom's. Eventually, Thom's was sunken, so JWO became my regular posting place. The rest is history.
So my wild ways are not due to bitterness as much as the sport of trolling and flame wars.
(Sorry for the JCannon-length post. I hope it was interesting.)