Thanks for all the replies. OTWO - yes, I've drastically have reduced the depressing stuff! I informed the PO that for personal reasons I need to "step down" from being an MS!!! Yeah! --- I now also report some phantom time...If my former self could see me now...omg.
As I mentioned about a year ago in one of my first posts. My wonderful wife is a typical R&F witness girl, who could not explain the "deeper" things if she had to...I mean no disrespect, heck I can't either. As a soon to be former MS, I had to parrot info from the pubs to give talks or conduct a BS.
...sorry I got off track. So as a typical R&F, she has no problems missing meetings or service with me. One step at a time...
I HOPE THERE IS A BETHEL LURKER READING THIS.....DO YOU SEE WHATS HAPPENING!!!!