Posts by 060702015

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Going to a bad place when i die

by 060702015 in

i've thought and said too much to ever gain jehovahs forgiveness and love if i want to be a christian again.

i made a topic on my unforgivable sin and blaspemy of the holy spirit.. i feel saddness everyday having no relationship with god, no religion and fear of the afterlife.

even when i was kid i feared death and the end of the world.

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I have begun seeing a therapist I'm too embarrassed to bring this up.

Being destroyed is bad. I imagine it is.

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Going to a bad place when i die

by 060702015 in

i've thought and said too much to ever gain jehovahs forgiveness and love if i want to be a christian again.

i made a topic on my unforgivable sin and blaspemy of the holy spirit.. i feel saddness everyday having no relationship with god, no religion and fear of the afterlife.

even when i was kid i feared death and the end of the world.

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I've thought and said too much to ever gain Jehovahs forgiveness and love if I want to be a Christian again. I made a topic on my unforgivable sin and blaspemy of the holy spirit.

I feel saddness everyday having no relationship with God, no religion And FEAR OF THE AFTERLIFE. Even when I was kid I feared death and the end of the world. I use to pray that I would get cancer and die before Jehovah destroyed the earth so I couldnt see it I would be too scared.

But when I was a kid I had the hope of paradise. Now I have no hope. None.

It makes me sad that I have no good relationship with God. No religion.

I envy other JWs who grew up in a decent home with mentally stable JWs and are now living life happily as JWs. My brother is the only nice Jehovah Witness in my family. The others were mean, abusive, used God for excuses, etc.

I wake up anxious, afraid and so sad

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Is this a big reason that JW's are so attractive to some out there?

by dubstepped in

in another thread i saw it mentioned that this elder and his wife were trying to preach to the poster here and said that they liked that jw's had answers to their questions.

i've heard that over and over throughout the years, and it does make sense on a level.

people in other religions sometimes have questions and are told that this or that is a mystery, or that they just have to have faith, etc.

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demented persons are attracted to religion. i was born into the JW religion. All the women in my mother's family are crazy and happen to be JWs

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Does the name Jehovah actually exist in the original Hebrew language?

by Yizuman in

source: http://www.familybible.org/articles/messianic/jehovah.htm.

well, then, where did the word jehovah come from?.

thus the artificial name jehovah came into being.. (yahweh, the new encyclopedia britannica, vol.

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I don't know what to believe. What is GOD's name?

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VIEWS ON RACE (My own)

by TerryWalstrom in

my views on race.

my grandmother and mother came from new orleans without any perceivable sense of superiority toward people of color.

the infamous n-word was never uttered in my household.

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The congregation I went to for most of my life was RACIST. No I'm not pulling the race card. An overseerer addressed the manner in a public Sunday talk. I always thought it was my fault why the people there were nasty and cold toward me. Even after that day, I still thought I was the problem. I'm in Michigan.

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What was your eye opening moment?

by WasOnceBlind in

if you had to pinpoint the time or experience that finally made you open your eyes, what would it be?.

i think for me it was the time i saw my dad shun his brother who he had not seen in decades just because he was a da'ed jw.

i thought to my self "no way jesus would do that.

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how nasty JWs were to me is when I begin questioning the religion and Jehovah God. That was a stupid a reason tho. I begin looking at youtubes recently about the religion that made question the actual doctrines. However, I remember back in high school, years ago, I a came across a website that described the Jehovah Witnesses as a CULT. I tried to block that information out of my mind.

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i committed the unforgiveable sin

by 060702015 in

everyday i wake up with knots in my stomach and trouble breathing.

my life continues to go into a downward spiral.

in the past, i had my dependence on god.

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i have so many communication problems due to being isolated all my life. im very socially awkward and not articulate. starting last year, ive had a phobia of driving on the freeway. i get very faint and nervous . my driving problem has limited me. its just one problem after another for me.

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i committed the unforgiveable sin

by 060702015 in

everyday i wake up with knots in my stomach and trouble breathing.

my life continues to go into a downward spiral.

in the past, i had my dependence on god.

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I am a 30 female still living at home with my parents. ive gone to undergrad and graduated. i cant seem to gain stable employment to move out on my own. i feel so trapped

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i committed the unforgiveable sin

by 060702015 in

everyday i wake up with knots in my stomach and trouble breathing.

my life continues to go into a downward spiral.

in the past, i had my dependence on god.

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Well thanks I'm really going through a lot. My life has been depressing and constantly in a rut. I've tried to help myself but its like a fighting against the wind. Logically I need to leave the "TRUTH" alone but there is another part of me that wont let go. I envy those who grew up as JWs who love Jehovah God that have happy normal lives and minds.

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i committed the unforgiveable sin

by 060702015 in

everyday i wake up with knots in my stomach and trouble breathing.

my life continues to go into a downward spiral.

in the past, i had my dependence on god.

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thank you everyone for your support and taking the time to post.