I feel a little stronger emotionally today. I decided to fight this insideous disease even if the 5 yr survival rate is only 5 %. I owe this to my family. I am aware this is not an easy road I have chosen, but I am strong. I know that I can carry on. Thank you so much everyone especially CoCo. Though we have never met, my friends, I feel a certain kinship with you all.
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I am a bit poetic and sentimental tonight and could use some support
by recovering inonly earth wind and sky last forever they say.
the grim reaper has a debt he wishes me to pay.
i fear not death, for he is not a proud entity.
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I am a bit poetic and sentimental tonight and could use some support
by recovering inonly earth wind and sky last forever they say.
the grim reaper has a debt he wishes me to pay.
i fear not death, for he is not a proud entity.
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I know better than anyone the finality of death my friend and of my current situation. I stopped believing in fairy tails long ago. You see I am a medical proffesional. I know my chance of survival is abysimal. I need to fix what can be fixed and accept what I can not. I am just trying to get everything in perspective. We all grieve in our own way. This is mine . By grieving here i hope to spare my family some pain till after the holidays
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I hope my friend will come to this site and find the support and friendship I have found
by troubled mind inthis morning i sent a link to this site to a longtime friend .
she has recently stopped attending meetings and is being harrassed by the elders to talk to them .
her husband and children are not witnesses ,but her entire extended large family are jw.
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I am thinking about sending a link to my son after the holidays
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I am a bit poetic and sentimental tonight and could use some support
by recovering inonly earth wind and sky last forever they say.
the grim reaper has a debt he wishes me to pay.
i fear not death, for he is not a proud entity.
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Sorry for my sentimental postings. Please indulge me as I come to terms with my future and contemplate how I will reach my son who i am estranged with due to our beliefs.
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I am a bit poetic and sentimental tonight and could use some support
by recovering inonly earth wind and sky last forever they say.
the grim reaper has a debt he wishes me to pay.
i fear not death, for he is not a proud entity.
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Thank you all for your kind sentiments and support. I do not know what I would do with out this forum to vent. I love you all.
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I am a bit poetic and sentimental tonight and could use some support
by recovering inonly earth wind and sky last forever they say.
the grim reaper has a debt he wishes me to pay.
i fear not death, for he is not a proud entity.
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For my son, Though we are miles apart I shall always love you.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vapW0wwO99k&feature=player_embedded#!
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I am a bit poetic and sentimental tonight and could use some support
by recovering inonly earth wind and sky last forever they say.
the grim reaper has a debt he wishes me to pay.
i fear not death, for he is not a proud entity.
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thank you my friend it's seems you make be walking a similar mile
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Resignation
by compound complex inthe imposing lodge on whose polished parquet i now am standing offers me not mere views through floor-to-ceiling plate glass windows but expansive vistas.
formerly, from mullioned panes in my small and tilting cottage, i would gaze with unspoken delight upon the setting sun and my very good fortune.
i was happy to be alive amidst simple things and pleasures.
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Thank you my friend.
Kindred spirits abound as we walk our lonely last mile.
Hoping grandchildren remember us with a smile.
We walk a lonely rocky path you see
It is time to pay the piper his fee
I am sailing on to a distant shore
I am opening life’s last door
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I am a bit poetic and sentimental tonight and could use some support
by recovering inonly earth wind and sky last forever they say.
the grim reaper has a debt he wishes me to pay.
i fear not death, for he is not a proud entity.
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Real Life is fast closing in on me.
Trouble ahead as far as the eye can see.
Will I see tommorow's bright dawn ?
Who will remember me when I am gone?
I have always lived life on terms all my own.
Facing three in the morning all alone.
I ponder the meaning of my wonderful life you see.
Just want to see my babies grow up at my knee.
Lord I want to step back from Death's slippery ledge.
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I am a bit poetic and sentimental tonight and could use some support
by recovering inonly earth wind and sky last forever they say.
the grim reaper has a debt he wishes me to pay.
i fear not death, for he is not a proud entity.
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I am hoping I can face the inevitable in the same manner my older brother faced his demise in his early 40's. He faced his death with a grace and streangth that left me feeling honored to be his brother. He set a fine example for me. I shall try to live up to his legacy .