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  I am a bit poetic and sentimental tonight and could use some support

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  only earth wind and sky last forever they say.

  the grim reaper has a debt he wishes me to pay.

  i fear not death, for he is not a proud entity.

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  Perhaps a higher power had something to do with you returning last night my friend. My resolve is strong and i grow more determined by the minute. Even if it is a long shot I have to set an example for my children on how to deal with adversity. I know I will eventually sucumb, I have no illusions, but I shall never allow them to see me surrender. The one thing I hope for Is that my son sees through the haze of witness rhetoric, and at least has a heart to heart talk with me ,while I am still strong enough to present honest facts to him.

  

  Yes folks I finally posted a picture of myself, the tall handsome chap is my son
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  I am a bit poetic and sentimental tonight and could use some support

  by recovering in

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  only earth wind and sky last forever they say.

  the grim reaper has a debt he wishes me to pay.

  i fear not death, for he is not a proud entity.

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  I feel a little stronger emotionally today. I decided to fight this insideous disease even if the 5 yr survival rate is only 5 %. I owe this to my family. I am aware this is not an easy road I have chosen, but I am strong. I know that I can carry on. Thank you so much everyone especially CoCo. Though we have never met, my friends, I feel a certain kinship with you all.
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  I am a bit poetic and sentimental tonight and could use some support

  by recovering in

  1. jw
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  only earth wind and sky last forever they say.

  the grim reaper has a debt he wishes me to pay.

  i fear not death, for he is not a proud entity.

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  I know better than anyone the finality of death my friend and of my current situation. I stopped believing in fairy tails long ago. You see I am a medical proffesional. I know my chance of survival is abysimal. I need to fix what can be fixed and accept what I can not. I am just trying to get everything in perspective. We all grieve in our own way. This is mine . By grieving here i hope to spare my family some pain till after the holidays
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  I hope my friend will come to this site and find the support and friendship I have found

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  this morning i sent a link to this site to a longtime friend .

  she has recently stopped attending meetings and is being harrassed by the elders to talk to them .

  her husband and children are not witnesses ,but her entire extended large family are jw.

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  I am thinking about sending a link to my son after the holidays
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  I am a bit poetic and sentimental tonight and could use some support

  by recovering in

  1. jw
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  only earth wind and sky last forever they say.

  the grim reaper has a debt he wishes me to pay.

  i fear not death, for he is not a proud entity.

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  Sorry for my sentimental postings. Please indulge me as I come to terms with my future and contemplate how I will reach my son who i am estranged with due to our beliefs.

  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U3905ufEkro
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  I am a bit poetic and sentimental tonight and could use some support

  by recovering in

  1. jw
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  only earth wind and sky last forever they say.

  the grim reaper has a debt he wishes me to pay.

  i fear not death, for he is not a proud entity.

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  Thank you all for your kind sentiments and support. I do not know what I would do with out this forum to vent. I love you all.
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  I am a bit poetic and sentimental tonight and could use some support

  by recovering in

  1. jw
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  only earth wind and sky last forever they say.

  the grim reaper has a debt he wishes me to pay.

  i fear not death, for he is not a proud entity.

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  For my son, Though we are miles apart I shall always love you.

  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vapW0wwO99k&feature=player_embedded#!
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  I am a bit poetic and sentimental tonight and could use some support

  by recovering in

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  only earth wind and sky last forever they say.

  the grim reaper has a debt he wishes me to pay.

  i fear not death, for he is not a proud entity.

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  thank you my friend it's seems you make be walking a similar mile
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  Resignation

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  the imposing lodge on whose polished parquet i now am standing offers me not mere views through floor-to-ceiling plate glass windows but expansive vistas.

  formerly, from mullioned panes in my small and tilting cottage, i would gaze with unspoken delight upon the setting sun and my very good fortune.

  i was happy to be alive amidst simple things and pleasures.

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  Thank you my friend.

  Kindred spirits abound as we walk our lonely last mile.

  Hoping grandchildren remember us with a smile.

  We walk a lonely rocky path you see

  It is time to pay the piper his fee

  I am sailing on to a distant shore

  I am opening life’s last door
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  I am a bit poetic and sentimental tonight and could use some support

  by recovering in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  only earth wind and sky last forever they say.

  the grim reaper has a debt he wishes me to pay.

  i fear not death, for he is not a proud entity.

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  Real Life is fast closing in on me.
  Trouble ahead as far as the eye can see.
  Will I see tommorow's bright dawn ?
  Who will remember me when I am gone?
  I have always lived life on terms all my own.
  Facing three in the morning all alone.
  I ponder the meaning of my wonderful life you see.
  Just want to see my babies grow up at my knee.
  Lord I want to step back from Death's slippery ledge.
  It's no fun being the frightenened man on the edge.