"CalebOutWest: How are you coping since you could never go back? "
It has been hard, but since 2010 I have found prophecies in the Revelation book get fulfillments and that has kept me hopeful. So I believe Jesus will return as he promised within 10 years. And I have been waiting for the time to flee to the wilderness according to Revelation 12:6. Time for that could come in about a year. So I am very much looking for that. It should if I am correct become possible before the mark of the beast starts to get promoted as were promoted the Covid vaccines.
Yes, I think that's what has kept me spiritually hopeful.