Hey Oompa, you are not alone. I did run away and I did hide. I moved out of home, didn't tell anyone where I was going, I quit my job - and obviously pioneering as well - and I went into serious hermit mode. I had a bit of money saved to live off for a while. For about four or five months I was locked in my rented place and I just read and read and read. By that stage I had no money left so I ate very little and just kept on reading and taking as much in as possible. It helped put things in some kind of perspective. The harshness of the reality in terms of the implications of the borg was diminished slightly by being able to see it for what it was from the outside.
When the dubs found out where I had moved they started calling constantly. So I just packed up my stuff and moved again - this time interstate. And again - I just read and watched films and tried to figure out how to be an honest 'me' in this very weird situation. Running and being a hermit helped.
I suspect you need to find a way to put this stuff into perspective and not let it consume you. If you allow it to consume you - well, then the borg is still impacting on your life... and they kind of win. Don't let them win.