I felt guilty all the time
Father was a servant (Elder)
Conducted Ministry School
Pioneered
all that special stuff
It was my "Duty" to be an example to others
No matter what I did I wasn't being a good example
Hair not combed - Bad example
Pants not pressed - Bad example
Not smiling - Bad example
Not enough service hours - Bad example
The "Paradise Lost" book FREAKED ME OUT
as a youngster.
Horrible pictures of death and destruction
I thought all around me was doomed
Me included
I wasn't a good example
GOD DAMNED CULT!!
See. It still pisses me off!