i feel, ....not quite myself, but i don't know why.
i feel anxious...un-nerved, like something isn't right, but don't know what.
i dread the day, and the week.
Dear Lisa,
Hang in there...you can see from my post y-day that I had a very bad day...that's just life...feels a bit better today though...it goes up and down and only that in itself demands a lot of energy unfortunately
My cousin suffers from Social anxiety disorder and depression so I know how hard and tough that can be.
Ps. I wish I could just stay at home and cuddle with my cat also. I'm glad you're not alone.
i think, that since i left the cult, i've finally learned to love myself.
i know i'm a better person now.
that i'm good and lovabl, (and if there is a god he may also be happy with me.
Edington - good luck!
Fokyc -
it would be nice to have a post on "topics i wished i never started" and to read the posts.. acolytes.
Fun idea!
I've no regrets...so far
i feel, ....not quite myself, but i don't know why.
i feel anxious...un-nerved, like something isn't right, but don't know what.
i dread the day, and the week.
Yes it can happen to me too...I hope it passes quickly. I hope you're not lonely dear??
this last week has been especially hard for me.
this is all new to me, and as most of you know, the journey is gut wrenching, quite painful.
lately, i've been trying to take the go with the flow approach.
Dear emptyinside, I think most of us been where you are right now...so you're in the right place. We understand you completely.
I'm sure everything will sort itself out for you in due course...you have to come to the right conclusions and decisions for yourself...it can't be forced. Be patient and let it take it's time.
If you could just leave the wt-org without any concequences it would be so much easier but that's not the case (that's why it's a cult)...we will have to face being shunned by are closest family and friends etc. That's tough indeed!! I've lost my sister and it's painful everyday but I still think that my gained freedom, self-esteem and new better friends is worth it.
All the best to you and good luck. Let us know how you're doing.
Love
Newborn
i fall into the sad bracket of not likiing them.
sorry but i spend my whole working day being unrelentingly polite and charming ... when i get home i want to switch off and slob out.
i do not want the doorbell to ring and have to play host!
Depends who it is
i think, that since i left the cult, i've finally learned to love myself.
i know i'm a better person now.
that i'm good and lovabl, (and if there is a god he may also be happy with me.
you made me special - yes Aussie, you're very special
RR - ??
chickpea & white dove -
i think, that since i left the cult, i've finally learned to love myself.
i know i'm a better person now.
that i'm good and lovabl, (and if there is a god he may also be happy with me.
Do you have any idea what he's gonna do in there???
Nope and I don't think I want to know
i think, that since i left the cult, i've finally learned to love myself.
i know i'm a better person now.
that i'm good and lovabl, (and if there is a god he may also be happy with me.
ninja - go to your room!
i think, that since i left the cult, i've finally learned to love myself.
i know i'm a better person now.
that i'm good and lovabl, (and if there is a god he may also be happy with me.
I think, that since I left the cult, I've finally learned to love myself. When you're a JW you never feel good enough, there's always someone better and who's doin more and god don't think you're good enough etc etc. and then they had the nerve to tell me I was laying all that guilt on myself??
I know I'm a better person now. That I'm good and lovabl, (and if there is a god he may also be happy with me).
It's a nice feeling.
Love ya!
/Newborn
