thank you all very much. i read all of your comments more than once. you are so kind.
yours adrianoblue
now, this is something i never ever confessed to anyone.
but i feel the urge to admit that i am addicted, and i am fighting and struggeling every single day for the "good fight".. i havent taken anything for a long time now, so really i am clean.
but i am felling the addiction increasing every day.
thank you all very much. i read all of your comments more than once. you are so kind.
yours adrianoblue
now, this is something i never ever confessed to anyone.
but i feel the urge to admit that i am addicted, and i am fighting and struggeling every single day for the "good fight".. i havent taken anything for a long time now, so really i am clean.
but i am felling the addiction increasing every day.
now, this is something i never ever confessed to anyone. but i feel the urge to admit that i am addicted, and i am fighting and struggeling every single day for the "good fight".
i havent taken anything for a long time now, so really i am clean. but i am felling the addiction increasing every day. it a very hard fight, especially being constantly depressed, and always thinking how nice it would be to get high.
thats the reason why i am doing workouts like a mad man, in hope the addiction will soon play a minor part in my life.
also i am a single for a long time now, and i am beginning tto think weather there is something wrong with me. especially when woman say i am attractive and sympathic. so why is it so damn hard to find the right partner?
i am a fighter type of guy, when i fall i stand up again. bur slowly i am beginning to loose my faith in my self very soon! and that will mean starting to drink again.
its so bleeding depressing. i fell like a monk....
(sorry, i just wanted to get this off my chest. i wish you all a nice day)
if anyone has found a good music album produced in the last 2 or 3 years, put it here.. my nomination: '3 doors down' self-titled album released 2009; and it's hard rock..
scorpions - sting in the tail
i`m still not capable making new friends.. i can`t get rid of my melancholy side.. i hate getting older.. i wish i could stop time flow.. aaaaarrrrgh...... what`s wrong with me?????.
god where are you??
?.
nice words sylvia.
i`m still not capable making new friends.. i can`t get rid of my melancholy side.. i hate getting older.. i wish i could stop time flow.. aaaaarrrrgh...... what`s wrong with me?????.
god where are you??
?.
i`m still not capable making new friends.
i can`t get rid of my melancholy side.
i hate getting older.
i wish i could stop time flow.
aaaaarrrrgh.....
what`s wrong with me?????
god where are you???
i just had a go through on jwmatch.. has anyone used that site before?
i would like to read some expiriences about that website or other dating-portals.. yrs adrianoblue.
Terry, are you kidding me?
How can a man give up sex???
i just had a go through on jwmatch.. has anyone used that site before?
i would like to read some expiriences about that website or other dating-portals.. yrs adrianoblue.
I just had a go through on JWMatch.
has anyone used that site before? I would like to read some expiriences about that website or other dating-portals.
yrs adrianoblue
everything i read on this website and elsewhere indicates that the witness are extremely united in doctrine and practices worldwide.
when i'm reading comments here, i have no idea whether the person is posting from the us or some other part of the world (unless they say so).
everyone's experience seems to be the same wherever they live.
some brothers from switzerland wear earings.
well, being an artist myself, i have often wondered about a few mindbugging images the wt-painters have produced.. i know that objects with various structures and patterns can activate the viewers fantasy on behalf of familiar images.
i. e. clouds, steam, clothing etc.. i would just like to point out one picture that really bugs me: i slightly remember the red "paradise" book, where a couple are in a bedroom.
in the background on the sideboard you can see a bookcover with an aries head on it.
well, being an artist myself, i have often wondered about a few mindbugging images the wt-painters have produced.
i know that objects with various structures and patterns can activate the viewers fantasy on behalf of familiar images. i. e. clouds, steam, clothing etc.
i would just like to point out one picture that really bugs me: i slightly remember the red "paradise" book, where a couple are in a bedroom. in the background on the sideboard you can see a bookcover with an aries head on it. now this is not subliminal at all. it`s actually pretty obvious what it represents.
now, what i ask myself is: was this a comission work, or was it the painters idea? if so, then WHY?
i think they changed the illustration later on, but i`m not sure.
what do you think about it?