My "Wait on Jehovah" mental file got too big and too heavy.
I physically left with the intention of going back when I had "gotten myself together"......whatever that meant.
In the meantime, I found answers to the things that were bothering me for so long. And the answers were not with the Watchtower Society.
Now, I'm physically AND mentally out and it feels great!!
P.S.
I've missed you, Caliber. Say "hi" to Hope, too.